Heyloo!!!!!! Haven’t been blogging...well… not much happenin except dance has been really painful.. had muscle aches on my legs, back, hand… wow!! First time it was so horrible.. and I took damn long to warm up on wed aft tue’s training.. and on wed I took 1 friggin min to sit down on my bed.. im not joking.. it was that bad.. damn long nva use so much energy oreadii.. haix.. I guess its starting again.. da strenuous trainings.. haix.. well.. im feeling much better now.. at least I dun take 1 min to sit on my bed anymore.. haha.. but I still love dance!!

Went to PKS today… at last we all came.. lolx… last wk Sam was absent.. dis wk, although Kent was TERRIBLY late, he still came.. haha.. so we all finally met…. FINALLY!! Yepp.. and aft dat, I actually managed to persuade my mum to fetch me from PKS… but of course, as always, dere was a price, I had to help tidy up the storeroom, wich I haven’t done, and also go plant shopping with her.. u have no idea how bored I was aft 2 hrs… but da flowers were really beautiful.. and I got a rest when I had the chance to actually sit on the swing… lolx.. lame right?? So basically, dats how my day went..

tmr skool strts again.. well.. its even week so change of timetable agin.. lolx.. it really will get me super confused.. da whole odd even week timetable thing.. and I get to see da three bimbos again… haha.. it really is NEVERENDING laughter with them.. some of the weird things we sae and do, its really… how do u say it.. INDESCRIBABLE … omg.. I haven’t slept in a single class. Im really doing my best not to sleep.. but sometimes, da Z monster is really overpowering.. but so far, I’ve resisted.. yay!!!!!*claps* *claps*

I shall do my best not to sleep in class.. I shall revise my work consistently and memorise and register stuff… and I shall……. Erm…. Still spend enough time with my frens and family and who knows wad else…. Haha.. well.. gtg.. cya peeps..

i so suay!!!!! i lost 407 class tag and my file with Jiayun's receipts and my orientation documents!!! ahh!! EVERYTHING!!! i mean, who wans to take a file with orientation docs and receipts and 407 class tag??? its so lame lahhx!! lucky Zi en so nice help me print out cca orientation stuff.. if not tmr i will be like a lost lamb... a lost cabbage.. i ohya.. i have a new camel.. she's LUMYI!!! haha... hii camel.. i hope your readin' dis... heehee... tmr morning assembly how????!!!! i got no class tag!!!! ahh!!!! office didn't get any missing file or class tag.. im so dead lahhx.... haix... i screwed up on da 1st day of skool.. i lost it aft dance last night when i saw adhoc having debrief, den i tink i left my file dere.. haix.. whoever has it please please return it.. im desperate now.. and im even thinking of going to my dad's office to laminate one exactly the same but that's ridiculous and my dad is damn tired oreadii and i dunno how to go to his work place.. so in short.. I DIE!!!
oh yay!! i jst realised i dun have to worry for tmr morning assembly.. it wil be in the hall.. heehee... yay!! omg.. today i was saved by the rain and everyone had to return to class while tmr will be bcox da scool wans students to returnto class!! muahaha!!! yay!! omg!! lucky Zien told me.. if not i will be down here pulling all my hair out, trying to think of a solution.. haha...well.. im not gonna waste any more time.. im gonna check out some shows and im gonna go slp.. im tired.. was dozing off during debrief.. haix.. bt nonetheless, i still made it thru tuition... so.. yay!! i was damn high in tuition lahhx.. haha... so.. i gotta go!! ciao!!

I know guys.. i haven't been blogging.. Sorri!!! well... i didnt go to lots of orientation meetings.. omg.. im so sry Bernice!! it jst happens i have stuff on dat day like tuition and golf.. haix.. always clash... haix.. well.. im gonna go london in a few days time.. whee!! i didnt get to send nicole off... haha.. but well.. i did manage to sms her before she went off though... lucky me.. limin and i, perhaps ruimin too gonna go get her... yupp.. ohya.. Huiping, ca and elaine i tink gonna come to my hse tmr to chiong hw and catch up before i go off to london.. sigh... hols are ending.. ahh!!! and im missing so much dance lessons!! boohoo!! haix... well..
ohya, i went to PKS outing last sat.. haha.. it was pretty fun.. cycle till my butt pain.. haha... catch up with sam and adeline and my other frens... haix.. verii long never see lilin le.. I MISS MY TWINN!!!
I MISS HUIPING, CESCA AND ELAINE TOO!!! i realli hope to see them before i go off.. i hope li min and ruimin can see me off too... sigh.. i hope they can stay over.. haha.. well... i see rui min and li min da most during hols.. bcox of dance pracs but i simply love each minute..mann.... i miss them too!! ruimin now at yun nan... she coming back tmr.. so we oni have sat to hang out before i go off... haha... da timing of when we three go overseas is damn zun... all 1 day apart.. so we have 1 day to go out with each other before another goes on hol.. haha... well.. its my turn to go on hol!!! i can still rmb when we sent li min off.. haha.. took cab back.. all my cai can i give to ruimin.. and i managed to return her all the money i owe her.. haha.. so manni stuff happened.. well.. gonna go... haha.. ciao!!

heyhey!!! well... not much stuff.. jst had lunch, after general meeting on SL jacket .. now having Grad nite meeting... we're wrapping prezzies.. haha.. almost done with everything... yay!! im damn busy this holiday lahhx!!!! have dance(cca) , NAFA, grad nite, orientation and gosh knows what else.... actually was gonna get job from Adecco.. then.. haix.. look at how much thing i have... haix.. Bo bian had to turn them down.....
ohya.. ytd went out with Sherina, Yuen, Gwen, Dom, Gregory ... watched sTARDUST and had dinner.. we took neoprints .. TWICE!! haha.. da shop owner was like totally w8ing for us lahx.. haha.. sorri!! lolx... sherman is saeing that we are slacking.. marcus is playing psp, clarinda is playing that puzzle thing jam dunno how else to describe it... ..oh.. she go help le... nicole is.. err... oh.. she's doing roses!! haha. and im blogging.. lolx.. i shud really go help.. haha..
ohya.. and guess wad??? IM GOING T0 Taka wif my family and Uncle Kua's.. haha.. yay!! SHOPPING TIME!!! haha.. i tink i shud realli go help.. well.. gonna go help now..... actually.. no need lahhx... 4 ppl wrapping now lehhx.. haha.. well... i shall continue.. MUAHAHA!! did i mention i just join grad nite comm only...??? haha.. nicole kinda pulled me in as there wasn't enuf ppl... it really is damn fun lahhx.... haha... ohh... and da prizes are... WOW.. CAN YOU SAE SWEEEEET!!!!.. OKAY.. im gonna have fun surfing da net.. since i cant do so at home cox my brother is like using da com 24/7.. well. okay.. ciAO!!!

Heyy peeps.. sry for da absence.. haha…. Well… at SLR now… had orientation meeting and grad nite meeting… haha.. started at 1pm…… lolx.. Royce just sat on traffic.. lolx.. so grad nite has already done everyting.. lolx… nothing to do… oh.. Mr Chia is making an announcement for everyone to leave school in 10 mins.. lolx.. my bro is always using the com so I cant blog or anything.. but jst some quick replies!!

Siti - haha.. npnp!!

Elaine- haha.. well.. I shant sae anything.. lolx…

Peanut Ho- haha.. sry lahhx… ok lohhx.. I get a hat for you.. dose that use in winter.. yahh,, and im going USA.. haha

Heyy people!!!! Well.. ytd was a rather eventful dae.. it was elaine’s bdae.. yepp.. and we had the B@S finals.. SCGS won… but we sure had loads of fun.. omg!!haha.. fine.. da omg was anti-climax.. ok… but we did have loads of fun…

So after that, went to cineleisure, with ca, HP, Elaine to meet Eugene and david.. since Elaine called me a bimbo, I shall call her a bimbo too!.. HA!! Lolx.. I find myself damn friggin lame.. yahh… so we played pool.. den went to eat at subway.. all I ate were 2 cookies.. yahh.. but I was feeling darn full… so didn’t wanna eat much.. haha.. so we surprised Elaine with a brownie cake ltr.. haha.. that was when the whole atmosphere lighted up… fun!! Heehee…. Yah.. we had lots of fun.. FUN FUN FUN!!! I write very little lehhx.. okay. I shall elaborate more
so for the B@S thing.. a lot of interesting stuff happened.. I will miss those times together flurrayes!!! I tink da numbers $254,861 blah blah blah will not leave my mind for a long time… well.. a number of 306 ppl went.. yepps.. gave their support.. my sis helped me to vbe able to answer one of those questions too.. the one bout what makes us think our company will shine from others.. haha.. I totally said wadeva she told miie.. lolx.. and the judge said he was particularly impressed with out group’s teamwork!! Haha.. that happens when u spent ur whole skoolday till bout 6pm together.. yeah.. that happens.. I will sure miss them.. I ya.. here’s some pics of the outing ytd…



Colin- tried it… it looks darn weird.. haha.. but thabks for da suggestion.. I noe da tagboard has a problem.. haha..
Alicia- sure.. im going now.. after I click the publish post button… haha

well so…. Today hasn’t been a very bad day, or a very good day… and I nd to get on a diet and exercise.. if not I wun get into dai3zu2wu3 for sure… its like.. its so obvious lahhx… grr… I hate this.. ohya.. we learnt a new thing today.. it is when we xia4 yao1 den we put one of our leg into the air and make it straight.. so its like we are doing a split while xia4 yao1-ing.. Fun?? It sure was.. I love it.. im gonna train on it.. its damn cool lahhx… im gonna lian4 on my ruan3 du4 so I dun fall behind...

I just mad ekenny tay say sorri to me over a dumb thing.. haha.. so gullible.. and its ok.. cox I seriously doubt he goes to my blog.. haha.. well.. so dats bout it for dance.. and Kenny..
so other than ji1 ben3 gong1 lian4 xi2.. we didn’t do anything… jst taught them the basics of ping2 zhuan4.. yah. .dats bout it.. and we have finalized… the thing… yahh… and we have returned together as a troupe!! Yay!! Or halfway.. w/o da sec 4s.. boohoo.. good luck to ya all ya?? Gd luck!!!

And I promised limin dat I wud announce sumtin.. actually.. I kinda promised myself on limin’s blog I wud.. but heck..

I HAVE OFFICIALLY RETURNED LIMIN’S MONEY!!! MUAHAHA!!!

yahh.,. dats it.. and dis sat is B@S competition… haha.. and im slacking here.. act.,. we oreadii handed in da slides… but we nda improve on our speech and such.. so..

yahh.. I went out wif Debbs, Shrna, Elaine to do B@S ytd ytd ytd.. it was damn friggin fun.. haha.. gotta go.. betta go.. ciao!!

NEWS UPDATE!!! Flurrayes won!!YIPPEE!!! damn unexpected i tell you.. we were still are u sure.. did we hear wrongly?? lolx.. we were that shocked! dammit! i just realized that wadeva i did in da com lab wasn't saved in da new presentation. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!! i cant believe it.. dis wud be da dunno wad time happening to miie oreadii lahh... grr... ahh.. nvm.. im a good soul... i shall jst try to rmb... i noe dere's sumtin sumtin of the trade... and incentives for prompt payment is sumwhere... but where?? oh ya.. and da fonts... shit... i rmbered... okay.. nice.. i shud blog more to rmb stuff.. well.. dats it for now.. ciao!!

heyy peeps.. as i dun exactly have anything to do now.. i shall clarify that Miss Jalyn Soh praised herself while i was not at the computer.. yahh... and so. she is saeing "oh no!" EXPOSED!!! and sherina wants me to declare that she is cute... and u can choose to differ... ur welcome sherina.. i noe im kind... and debbie wants me to declare that Jalyn imposed as her on my tagboard.. but jalyn saes she was helping debbie.. yahh.. she saes its a fact.. i feel like im at a police station taking down people's statements.... well..
ciao

IM DONGDING!!

So today I got back my results.. I guess I needn’t stay back for that concentration camp thingy… I failed two subs though…. Amaths and POA.. haha.. I passed Chinese!!! Yay!! And my highest is Eng… damn it.. It isn’t usually like this… Sherina is beside me telling me her tales of how she and jalyn passed their physics papers… haha.. out of 6 people. Lolx.. nice one gals!! And so… well…. I am rather satisfied with my results.. bt those subs I passed are like borderline passes.. not good at all… haix.. well.. bt Im not retaining.. thinking on da bright side…. I jst needed to pass eng and 2 other subs.. haha…
YAY!! Im doin the b@s slides now.. okay.. im actually done with it.. im so friggin proud…. Haha.. I did da P&L statements for 5 years.. this is a gr8 achievement… whoa!! Hurray for joey!! Ohya.. and da presentation is tmr… yepp…
and open house is tmr too.. and im wearing meng2 gu3 costume.. haha.. yay!!! Im so happi!! Bt im goin for da presentation first of cox… well… so dats bout it I guess…
ohya.. I went to kbox on tue with ping.. haha.. we got high after singing Barbie gal.. we were screaming into the mic and putting our hands into the air.. swinging it about.. haha… we were damn high lahhx.. den we sing all da high pitch songs and we go off-tune but that’s wad we like bout it.. and aft that watched Mr Woodcock… lolx… it’s a damn boring show and da climax is… w8.. was that even a climax???
haha.. so im luvin da life of post exams.. Damn relaxed in scool.. stressed up at home.. I like da skool part only.. I have to pack my room for a min of ½ hr a dae even though I have nutin else to pack now… yahh.. I still have to.. I do not noe why.. pls enlighten me…. I even filed my stuff… see?? Im a good gurl.. haha…
I cant w8 to go out again!! With my few different cliques… Lin, Sam, Linglin, jojo.. did I forget anyone.. da few other people who join sumtimes are Kent n Genyang.. so.. I have PKS bbq soon.. and dance chalet… luvin’ it!!! Skool wud be ..i have 2… ping, Elaine, cesca, me…… sherina, pling, huimin, cesca, Jalyn, me.. did I forget anyone…?? JALYN ROCKS!
I guess I shud go.. oo.. and I forgot my dance clique.. aiya… gta go.. ciao…!!

yay!! exams are over!!!!!! haha... finally!! ok.. fine.. i was oreadii in da EXAMS ARE OVER MOOD ytd.. hees.. so.. Huiping, Elaine and Cesca cme over to my house and dey were screaming like some wild chickens.. haha... it was fun.. ya... so.. sry nina. i cant go to jack's wif you all cox it clashes with my NAFA.. but.. ha.. im goin out wif cesca they all... haha.. cox it doesn't clash... and we are gonna go bugis.. so easy navigation... well.. im not gnna waste my precious few more mins.. im gonna go crunchyroll and get hooked up again!!!

heyy peeps!!! nutin much... except EXAMS ARE STARTTING TMR!! but.. other skool's exams have long started.. haix.. sam and lin's exams end nxt wed.. mine ends nxt thurs.. sianx.. damn long lahhx... well. and so.. the subjects i need much more coaching in are

» A maths
»E maths
» Chem

the subjects i need coaching in are

» physics
»POA
»Chinese

so yupps.. dats basically it.. ohya.. GET WELL SOON NICOLE!!! i miss doin duty with you.. haha.. yupps.. its really boring.. lucky its exam period.. if not i wud be liie so bored dat i wud probably do sumtin stupid like ( sherina will sae i always do stupid things.. but im here to clarify this rumour dat i make perfect sense with whatever i do.. HA!) take out the shoelace from my shoe and put it back again to pass the time. haha. yupps.. dats how bored i am.. Dun stress urself over da exams yah??
these few daes nutin much except i've been mugging wif my PARTNER!! ELAINE SOO!!! yay!!! haha.. well.. dats about it i guess..im gonna study my ss a lil b4 goin to bed at 8.30pm n waking up again at 3am to study again.. haha.. what im gonna do tmr is just kp re-reading my ss notes and make sure i get it drummed into my brain and never get out.. haha.. i hope it worked like how it did during mid-years. and i gotta score like some siao person in A and E maths as well as POA.. i need the marks to pull my studies up!! no!!! and so.,. i hope i do well. .thank you. haha. well.. gta go study.. ciaox.. mug hard!!

HII PEOPLE THE EARTH!!! unless ur venusians.. so.. ha.. im in school. B@S again... sian.. ltr got sci tuition.. and i am pleased to inform my teacher i didnt do his work. well.. his work was to complete all the questions in my sci txtbk and sci assessment.. wth!! wad?? i superwoman arhh?? siao lehhx.. HUH!! Huang tang.. "woah.. chinese" quoted from Debbie. Hees.. yahh. she's happi and crazy and insanely mad. i forget wad i wanted to type.. oh.. well. nvm.. my tuition is at 2pm... i hope my mum does come and fetch miie... uhh!! sci tuition is.. bleahx.. i dun like it at all. AT ALL!! DAMMNIT!! but nvm.. seeing how i can. perhaps.. maybe improve from it?? improve?? uh... overstatement!!! so.. exams are now just just just round the c orner... so.. i gott brush up on my maths.. finish up the notes on my hist and ss.. read up on my lit and i forgot the last subject i wanted to sae. ohya.. memorise my science stuff... haix..and so.. my mum jst replied me dat she will be reaching here in 5 mins.. i wonder wad took her so long to just sms.. "reaching in 5 mins" after trying to coll me( which i obviously cud not pick up while in the presence of 2 tchers) like 5 mins ago.. haha... i shall just reply my tags here :



nicole: haha.. np.. i was jst tinking bout dat topic so just wrote a note to you !!!haha.. anyway..please collect 10 bucks from the sec 2s for the chalet.. 10 bucks from each person horr!! ok.. and find out whu can stay overnight and whu cant.. thks

ruimin: hii gal!! i miss dancing with you too!! but.. im gonna to go to NAFA ltr.. so i shall be dancing with you dere.. lolx. fast? i noe i noe.. u mean in skool.. i miss SYF original version.. haix.. chalet is confirmed on 27 28 29 as Mrs Ng booked it.. lolx.. its 400 bucks.. bt well. so.. everyone nda pay 10 bucks. help miie in form and collect da money from the sec 4's and 5's can?? thks!!

my mum is colling.. she is probably here now.. ciao..

heyyo!!!! in school's com lab doing B@S again... haix.. its kinda getting tiring. but.. its da last print so.. might as well do it . but... well.. it realli is getting on my nerves.. i wanna just .. get off it .. get done with it asap.. i mean.. ya.. its cool and all but.. it steps over into exam period.. but.. as i said b4.. heck.

muahaha.. ehhx sam. dis gal frm my class sae u not bad lehhx.. see?? itold you u jst need to get a .. wad did we coll it? ermm.. sumtin like a makeover.. correct some stuff.. yahhx... dun bring dat bag everywhere.. gawd!!! bt my compliments end here.. u noe im betta at suan-ing you.. haha.. too bad u haven been able to experience it for some time now.. haha...

today is champion's day.. and JALYN SOH WHY DID YOU TELL ME WE WERE ONI GONNA GET CERTS?? HUH?? U FRIGGIN PIECE OF GAL!!!.. okx.. im done.. well.. i dun really have anything to post for now.. so shall stop.. ciao..







practising on her pointe shoes more than ever!!

heyy peeps... yepp.. miss crazy cow is here to blog again.. okay.. so i feel i've been kinda emo for the past few daes.. i tink. but i guess things jst realli dun go da way i hoped them to be..
a few of her words does wonders..from a smile to a frown to a sob to a cry throughout the night dats my life.. and so.. manni manni memories came back and stuff.. i jst cant pen down all my thoughts now... its too rich in the wrong way.. too overwhelming.. so i kinda cried til i slept.. fine.. idid cry till i slept.. which explains the puffy eyes the next morning when i went to NAFA and thus letting zls mistake me for being veri sleepy.. haha.. bt nvm.. the explanation was done... NAFA.. lets just drop it... why did i even believe in dreams.. School?? in charge yet loosing myself in it.. WAKE UP JOEY!!! oh mann. i suck.. i like this colour alot.. haha.. and.. well.. my mum wans to tok to me in [private.. tmr i tink.. bet im gonna leave her rm crying YET AGAIN.. not the first and definitely notthe last... and i haven paid for NAFA 2nd semester fees.. haix.. ohya.. i forgot.. ohya.. dere's this international dance competiton in Genting from 3rd Dec to 7th Dec i tink.. i've loads of things during the school hols.. omg!! SYF original version... yay!!!!!

Nicole: heyy gurl.. you know u've improved.. so.. jst keep it up kaes.. i mean it isn't easy at all and i dun blame you for anything cox aft all, u were the one who was supposed to copy the but well.. holidays sure screw people's timing up.. ifi didn't have hols practice. my timing will probably be pretty screwed up too.. haha.. so al the best and keep dancing.. you know you are good in it.. dun deny that fact or lose heart over minor setbacks such as feelings of the heart, cox what u think may not be the same as what others perceive.. zls MUST have known you capable and believed you can do it.. aft all... you sure are doing gr8.. just gr8..
I MISS OPERA ALOT ALOT ALO ALOT!!! i miss the late night trainings.. i miss the ... i just miss everything so much... i wish i could turn back time.. i dun mind going through all the stress and pressure again. jst for that one week of peace and happiness.. so.. i guess opera rocks!! but chinese dance rocks too!! I LOVE DANCE!!! i tink i nda do up a timetable and a to-do list. .and miss sherina.. dun have doubts bout it.. i know when u read that.. u will go " yeah right".. huh!! tink i duno.. im watching you. okay. so gotta study. or revise. wadeva u coll it.. ciao!!!!

firstly, i wud like to thank Kenny, Limin, Ruimin, alicia, peiying, nicole, malcolm, rachel, nina, gwen, elaine, dancerz and 306 for all the wonderful prezzies and cards u gave me... although one of the cards was for christmas.. *ahem nina gwen * *ahem* bt.. nvm... and thks for da char siew pau with 15 sticks of pretz sticking out of it as candles... haha.... and limin with the hp chain and the cake.. yum... and i got pointe shoes!! yay!!!! frm nicole, alicia, limin, peiying alicia.. act. im not sure who chipped in but jst sae all those who were present to witness my joy of gettin pointe shoes..


Next i wud like to vent my anger...

freak my sis lahh. who she tinks she is.. i still rm the time u made me quit balet lohhx.. u tink u who>> go around acting all so big and know-it-all when u dun even noe a shit about ballet or pointe-shoes.. fine.. i dun too, but ur worst right??u dun even noe that the ribbon to the pointe shoes have to be sewn onto the shoe.. and u kp changing ur words.. tink i dunno?? first u ask if i sew the ribbons onto the dance shoe.. yahh.. i did.. den u sae its damn ugly.. den i sae its supposed to be sewn on... den u sae i tie veri ugly.. why i sew it permanently.. u siao arhh??? i of cox wun sew the ribbon together permanently lahhx...wth.. no common sense arh?? if not how i tie?? i wun even get my feet in lahhx.. no common sense lohhx.. den get all worked up den kp changing ur words sae sew veri ugly, den sae or maybe if u tink its not den its not.. yahh... dats bcox u saw the sewing oreadii... yahh. den u went to sae da ribbons veri ugly.. den i sae its standard.. lidat.. den u ask whu gimme?? standard lahh. shop gv one lohhx.. noe oreadii.. loseoreadii sae whatever.. dun wan to quarrel wif u.. WHAT THE FUCK LAHH!!! dun even noe anything... still go arounf commenting.. wth... wads wrong wif ur fucked up brain?? u older than me u good arhh?? u go sew lahhx.. lemme see how BEAUTIFUL u sew.. see if get pricked how manni times... bleed till u die lahhx... i dun gv a damn.. screw u lahhx.... damn it

i cant get into youtube, which means i cant watch the show... ahh!!!! forget it... anw.. my dad's jst in the computer room.. i tink he wans to make sure i dun watch any show. i cant blog for long.. he is watching my every move.. shyt.. gave me a fright.. he suddenly stand up.. wah sei.. heart attack.. he go out.. i tink he ... oh nvm... i am feeling hungry.. bt its late.. where cani get food... haix.. i guess im gonna round up for the night...so ciao!!! im gonna wake up at 4am to study physics.. anyone interested in studying with me?? haha.. jkjk.. so ciao

Thanks to Limin, Nicole and Ruimin for encouraging me... means alot to me.. anw.. my bdae is coming... haha!! *hints* i shall not sae that i wan pointe shoes.. i shall not sae it.. i will not sae i desperately wan pointe shoes to improve on my point.. i promise i wun!! and so.. i managed to quit my mths tuition.. it was rather a difficult choice.. cox she does help but the thing is.. i dun understand what the shit she is saeing sumtimes.. and i feel so dumb and frustrated and not to mention stupid... its like.. jst when i tot mths was somethin im good at.. trigo and surda and indices and whatever topics come out and jst blow all my self-esteem away.. i may be able to go to India for the bicultural immersion thing.. haha.. bt miss chia sae dunno wad gotta go interview or sumtin.. pls god, make the weather there bearable, unlike Korea where a 2 min walk can be like a full 2.4km run.. no!! pls no!!! so dis morning.. went to the media training for all SLs.. although i didn't realli ctach alot of stuff... i still understood most of it.. haha... I MISS THE TIME I HAD IN KOREA!!! I MISS DYLIS!!!! haha.. yahhx.. so that's about it... ciaox!!

Today, i posed an important question to Nicole....
Do you think i should continue dance as a
CAREER??
well.. she said the obvious. or asked
Do i really love dance
sumtimes i find myself hesitating
afraid to try out new moves.. fine.. not really
but
i just feel so unwanted
so friggin dumb that my place as a dancer
is being restricted cox of ... stuff
that is seriously enuf..
nowadays
i feel stressed when im in dance
maybe cox zls wants us to pai2 the dancers
but if i do
den im nt up to it
and i lose my patience so easily
i mean
do i really have that burning passion?
I know that i love dance NOW
but
...... is it passion?
or just something i turn to
to just vet my frustrations?
something that i am good at
for a change
Perhaps.. im not.. yet.. i noe i am
confusion and distraction adds up..

heyy peps!!
im here to blog bout da trip in KOREA!!!!
yay!!! i muz sae i really got to know Dylis, Benjamin Jia Hao and Mr Tang more
haha.. i shant sae what we did though. haha... top secret...
lolx.. though Huiping knows... haha..
anyway.. the trip was overall FUN!
one word...
there were a few downs.
real downs... i shant elaborate but i guess u ppl oreadii know..
but heck bout it... close case!
shuddup bout it... ok.. and then.. here it is..
the performance was a success i wud coll it..
though we didn;t manage to complete it..
cox dere was lightning and the thing or wadeva.. shelter?
that was so non-lasting topppled when
the rain was too overpowering for it...
so the people there shouted for us to stop..
haha.. but i wasnt on stage at that time..
but i heard that the guys that were on stage
broke down immediately and laughed when the thing fell..
haha.. poor Jiahao only went out for like ..
i dunno? 1 min??? haha..
we were damn sad we weren't able to finish our performance...
it was lik finishing in another 10 mins..
why couldn't da friggin rain jst w8??
10 more mins...
but mr tang said he was proud for us cox though it started raining..
we all perservered... haha.. cool!! yay!!
we cheered lohx of course.. haha... yepps..
but the Koreans were super supportive lohx..
da moment it started to rain
they did't jt go off..
dey started opening their umbrellas...
and when it got too heavy for an umbrella to bear..
they went into the nearby shops
to continue to see our performance..
OMG!! i love them so much!!
but im still sour bout not being
able to complete da performance..
haix.. i wanna do it... complete it!!! ahh!!
but i tink dis trip kinda bonded..
maybe not but certainly brought us closer in one way or another..
only for some though..
and we didn't exactly do any sightseeing but
we took the train to travel though..
and lots and lots of shopping were involved..
there was the late night supper..
haha.. and oso the card games..
haha.. im sorri to my frens who had
to squash my stuff into their own luggage
haha.. sorri..
i didn't really get much stuff..
i bet mr tang will definitely object.
but i realli didnt get much but i spent like S$600..
wth.. its super ex down there..
and its also friggin hot lahhx..
its like a 5 mins walk will kill u or sumting..
haha... it aint exactly a joke..
lolx.whoa.. i blog alot lehhx..
anywae.. i still have loads goin on
.. sorri to those whom i didn't get any stuff..
cox i was too obsessed with the clothes
spent frigin alot.. haha..
ohya.. and all the performers are housed in a hostel..
so there was this night when the japs came back drunk..
and wherever i went..
like up the stairs..
i kept on pulling Benjamin.
haha. .scared mahhx..
dere was once when we heard
running round the corner..
my first reaction- jumping behind Benjamin..
haha.. it was Jiahao..
wth.. he gave me the fright of my life lahhx..
dumb.. i felt so dumb..
i haven bloggd so much since..
long time ago..
alot of things to sae mahhx ...
so that's about it..
ohya.. and douglas is seriously a gossip king..
on the plane he was like
dun watch movie lehhx.. tok lehx..
i wan to hear more gossips..
and i looked at him with that wth face..
he's a guy for cryin out loud..
but i did gossip wif him b4..
wun deny that.. haha..
i miss KOREA!!!!!
i wun forget the time i had there..
ohya.. and the toilet is of open concept..
kinda..
speaking of toilets..
haha.. on the plane..
shaojie's hand got sucked into the toilet bowl...
haha.. cox he threw da tissue into da toilet bowl..
den it said do not throw as it might get stuck..
then he attempted to get it out..
then he accidentally pressed the flush button..
and that's how he's hand got sucked in..
haha.. he was in the toilet for damn longg lahhx...
hehe.. anw. my fingers are tired..
and i tink my post is long enuf..
gta go.. ciaox