i know that i am really lag and behind time to say it but here goes....
XINMIN CHINESE DANCE GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! WHOO!!!!!!!
I'm sure most of the dancer's already posted dis but i must have these few words on my blog.. to sumtimes look back and let the memories flow through my mind.... The tears that flowed down our cheeks uncontrollably when those three words were announced... The screams that rand throughout the school and the cries and the tissue that everyone took.. Those tears of joy that we cried... none of us will ever forget, no matter who we are... Remember those 10 months that we had our practices?? i can still remember our first dance practice together.. when we were sitted in the hall and trying to get our chong and kao correctly... i didn't give a hoot to others... just oni miie.. but these ten months taught miie much that i will never forget... Like the saying goes.. A team is as strong as its weakest member... No matter how hard i drive myself.. there will be others who needs help... These ten months guided us.. no matter who we are.... it brought us together and when we were on stage... those 7 mins felt like one.. when i felt all our hearts beating as one.. when i felt that we owned the stage.. when i felt everyone's heart , regardless of who, melted on the spot.... Remeber the parts where we were most untidy.. not just co-ordination could have gotten us so far... we also needed to be united.. to be bonded to achieve that kind of neatness... i can still remeber the times when we were all quite against each other because of some roles and such but come to think of it.. it doesn't really matter.. because no matter who does it..the results will still be the same.. remember the dance doesn't bring the people out.... The people brings the dance out... Clutch on to those three words that we achieved and don't let go.. It bears the heart of the Xinmin Dance.

SYF IS TOMORROW!!!! and i steel having my flu!! i'm not in tip top condition!! ahh!!! on normal daes i oreadii like no energy.. tmr veri low energy le....haix.. but nvm.... dance ppl.. WE CAN DO IT!!!train so hard.... we must acheive our goal.........

and so... the past few days were quite boring...mon - fri... had dance intensive.... everydae sms the same few ppl... haha... nutin to do mahh.. and had to sms each other to stay awake on Mon.. haha... so funni.. on Fri.. had class till 12.30.. den after class had dance at 1.30...... and then when at 4.. dance was supposed to end but didn't... and i was freaking out cox i had to go off to bugis to meet Ivan and Li Lin... so i finally told my teacher who convinced the tcher in charghe.. muahaha!! i lurve Mrs Lim!!!so i took a cab dere.. waited for damn long lahh.. and i had to pay for peak hour... ahh.. but nvm.. at lest still got to meet them but guess what??? Lin had to go after like 10 mins cox her fren used her as her 'accomplice' to go out wif her bf.. ahh!!!! so we oni got to see each other for awhile... so den left Ivan and I.. .walk around loh.... went to Mos Burger and sit... oh ya.. and he is friggin zi lian lahh.... haha.. oo.. lin jst came on9.. haha.. nvm.. shall blog finish... den at about 6.50pm... he walked miie to campus 3.. took the lift up den he took da lift down.. haha.. i felt damn friggin bad lahh.... NAFA was fun.. bt i was like coughing so much.... bt nvm.. Dancing still rocks.... yeah. .den after NAFA... found out that Jeremy sprained his leg... make him cannot cum my homecoming.... ahh!!! den on sat was HOMECOMING!! Samuel came.. didn't do much lohh... didn;t even get to go haunted hse.. queue so long... den others dun wanna w8... i was so sad.. den samuel and i went out loh.. den at about 1.30 went bac... den at 2.30 wen to meet Ivan at hougang mrt... Samuel so kind send miie dere den he went home.. haha.... den went to sbm.. chant.. blahblahblah.... dey held meetings den i went home... haha.. quite ok lahh... den todae.. found out dat Cyndiana nt goin to pks oso wich leaves miie alone.. ahh!!! was damn lonely lahh.... lucky samuel was dere..... haha.. when i went dere.. first.. i w8ed for Ivan.. saw da video he took.,. he's friggin evil lahh... den w8ed for Samuel... he came... den w8ed for Wei jie.. he came den we went up to hall loh.. haha.... had class.. kept smsing Ivan throughout... den after class ate lunch with Wei jie.. Samuel Daryl and Kent..
I MISS LI LIN!!!
den squeezed into bus goin to amk and went to amk hub wif Wei Jie n Samuel... haha.. jst walked arnd ate macs den i went tuition.,. den nutin.. end of adventure..

SYF IS TOMORROW!! WISH ME LUCK!!

Seriously.. i feel like sleeping now... i am like.. the sleeping beauty today.... haha.. but ms wee gave miie chocolate todae!! whee!!! so kind of her! haha... oh ya.. and throughout the dae.. i was like smsing Li lin, Jeremy, Samuel and Ivan, Wei Jie.. yepp.... haha.. had camp da last few daes.. shall not list out.. but it was so FUN!!!! haha!!! i liked free and easy da most.. haha.... go to da beach!!!! oh ya.. and i am like known as the star jumper... cox of a dare or double-dare session with Eric dey all.. haix.... and oni had so little hours sleep.. bt i dun regret it in any way.. surprisingly... haha.... n yesterday after break camp went out with a couple of frens .. ate, took neoprints... den lidat loh.. den today sms loh... haha... . i gonna slp le.. before dance... Intensive dis wk.... haha... ciao

heyy peeps.. joey is bac.. haha..... had PKSSSS todae.. haha... it was fun .... watched sum kind of global warming movie.. it is super demoralizing lahh.... omg!!! all the icerbergs are gone ad the polar bears or whoever all drown because they have no where to rest.. omg.. so saddening.. because of glabal warming.. and in 50 or 60 years... da temp will be so high like never before la..... omg!! terrifying!! ahh!!!! haha.. my sis and her friends are watching white chicks uncensored downstairs.. haha... ohya.. and i just realized that i have had 10 over mosquito bites this past weekend... omg... my legs are itching like heck...omg!! i just realized i've lit hw... die die!!! die!!!!!! gota go.. byes

JOEY LEE IS BLOGGING!! i've been on the com for like hours and i haven't blogged.. which i'm doing now lahh.. these few days,.. not much jst more syf trainings..... opera tmr.... which makes me think whether i shud go opera tmr anot? or go inline skating last lesson?? opera is a cca.. but i have no role and when i went last thurs.. ruimin, e-bird and i totally wasted out time lahh... omg loh.. so i predict that i am going to waste my time again tmr if i go.. so shud i go?/ or go and skate one last time?? hmm....anw.. thks to everyone who tagged.. yesyes.. thank you thank you... luv ya loads ppl.... anw.. i gta go.,. and i'm going japan!!! whee!!!! cant wait!!! gta go.. bb..!!

ok.. so im back again but to do a different thing this time.. ya. i'm being weird again.. yahh.. and nina will go.. ur always weird.. but nvm... i was jst kinda thinkin bout my post and thought of the people who matters to me.... may miss out sum but.. here goes(nt in any rankin or wadeva)

Elizabeth
-really loves dance
-loves ruimin(right? tot so)
-having salsa class
-really gives constructive comments about miie dat really makes me think
-my fav. dance graduate senior(kinda obvious la)
-wants to look skinnier(pls.. ur like my sis.. skinny le lah haiyo lol)

Ruimin
-loves dance so much
-loves tai zu wu
-lead in dance
-absolutely crazy..
-so very concerned about oters. how they feel blahblahblah

at this point. im a little spooked cox deres this program dat is going on downstairs dat is really scaring me.. dere is no connection to whatever i was typing previously and going to

-so very look up to her

Nicole
- pro ballet dancer
-really cares about others
-neutral to everyone
-very fair.. alot of ppl's confidant.
-cannot be angry with her with anything
-makes me laugh many a times

wah shit la.. i damn spooked le lah.. stupid sound effects.. again dere is no connection to what i'm typing

-chio and beautiful at heart

-charlene
-really really nice
- stands up for her frens.
-ppl! she is not wad u think she is
- really cute too..
- i jst like her for who she is.. think wad u want

Huiping
-knows my situation now.
-one of my listening ear
-really funny AND pervertic
-says stuff that ppl wun think of.. which is funni
really fun to be with

Sherina
-my absolutely bestest fren in XMS
-knows me best
consoles me when she knows im sad
-knows when i am going to cry
-my other half
-her walnut
never forgets about me and i LOVE her!!!
-so very dramatic that she has influenced me.. in a very drastic way..
ya... many many more.. endless thank you Oh ya.. and the program has ended.. thank you very much

Gwen
so very dramtic too
-absolutely hates ogs.. i think every1 do
-my mia
-my bestie!!
-giggles alot like miie(before)!!

Milly
-my absolute bestie forever!!
-oni person as crazy as miie
-misses her so much
-a rather pro badminton player now(ya?)
-i wanna see you soon!!

Alanna
-knows my situation rather well too
-my confidant
-really cute and girlish-giggles alot
-really easy to get along with

to anyone whom i may have forgot to write.. or have no time too... i used alot of time.. so i dun feel like writhing anymore.. lost the motivation.. bt i will nxt time ya?? ciao..

so well... the past few days.... alot of things happened.. there was the parent-teacher meeting..... there was the finally let it out moment.. there was NAFA, there was investiture at NUS high, there was opera.. the good moments, times when i felt loved.. but.. there were bad moment, times when i felt nothing really matters anymore, now that i know i cant please you....
so to summarise....

on thurs.. dere was opera training... ya so.... well.. i'm not in the cast anymore.. sad?? i wanna be da tan zi though.. haha.. be a guy.. haha.. i siao liao.... but.. i went to inline skating b4 dat.. didn't skate though.. jst watched... while instructor Steven did those really weird stuff... like lame stuff... haha..... den went for maths tuition.. dere wasn't much laughter.... i miss the old miie.. bt nothin will be the same i guess... time doesn't always heal all wounds...
Friday there was NUS investiture... haha.... went with Nicole!!! haha.. skip lessons whole day.. missed maths test... hehe...shall not elaborate... guess nicole knows why.. but da launch of their book was so coool!!!!!!! OMG!!! totally the highlight lah... dey used this sum kind of huge catapult den put da book in a basket den shot it..flew to the stage.. whoosh!!!whoo!!!den after that.... was boston meeting.. met.. decided to go to tp for the small company.... at 5.... went there aftr tuition.. waited for them.. they came.... stayed for 10 mins...... den went off for NAFA.... took 980.... 45 mins nia.. nt as lng as i tot.. tot i was gonna be late..i swear to like train much much harder!!! i must.....totally disappointed with myself.....

Saturday
in other words today.... not much.. went to school for opera.. totally wasted my time.. but met e-bird and ruimin first for breakfast.. haha...... bt opera brought laughter though...den after that.. got a call from my mum.. knew was gonna get a sound chiding..... went to hougang mall with e-bird and ruimin... haix.. bought a red colour hand thing and ear-sticks... guess i will never forget what ruimin said to me," I've never seen you so sad before." Such a simple sentence, what a strong impact it had on mie.. thoughout... dis is the first time anyone has said that to miie.... and there is also sherina's," Don't be sad, it makes me sad." what simple sentences that can move me.. what simple sentences makes tears well up.. what simple gestures... guess this is what true frenship is all about... also.. there is of course Alanna, Gwen and Milly.... had a tallking wif my dad.. cried after puring out what i faced.. in his friggin office! of all places his friggin office.. not alot of ppl were ther though but still HIS FRIGGIN OFFICE.. but strangely... i didn't felt embarassed.... i was too caught up.... too caught up with pressure... wonder when they will ever understand that sometimes.. demanding too much is not always the right motivation... den went new house... swept the place.. yah.. really swept it.. pespired like shit... so that's about it... ya... goin to pkssss tmr.. whee... anyway.. gd luck for tmr's competition guys... hope u win!! Inline Skating rocks!! Love ya peeps.. Missing 108 still.....

There's opera camp tmr.. haix.. yesterday was such a hectic day.. yet demoralizing at the same time.... well.. there was dance today.. i was late.. yah.. by almost half an hour... bt nt da latest though.. i cant believe i'm known as the "naughty" dancer.... haix.... i do have a reason bt i just cant say it... anw... im jst blogging to wste time... i have alot of things to cope with

SL
B@s
Dance
Opera
tuitions
parents expectations

so much to do.. so little time.. its such a wonder dat i haven collapsed yet.....

anw.. for yesterday.. sorri to ruimin, nicole,limin,shiting,e-bird, peiying for puttnig up such a long face.. i'm sorri.. bt i guess none will understand and i dun wanna let my mani mani pull anyone's spirits down.. now. i realise dat.. sumtimes. dere are some things that shud and shud not be said. even if u think u hve found the right person to confide in cox ppl will nva exactly understand how u feel and may diss u if they think otherwise of your opinion... But hey... i'm back to the face of happi gal... i'll try nt to let my emotions overtake my whole self again.. I'm sorry

A new dae yet again.. jst had 3 friggin hours of tuition!! god!!! cant go nina house... haix.. was rather looking forward to it yesterday.. cox my mum accidentally planned two tuitions for my bro which collided and i ended up taking my brother's time.. haix.. and i need t get money from my mum.. my weekly allowance... hehe.. so all i have today is dance again 1-4pm then revise work and i'm done for yet another dae... hehe.. wish the hols were longer... signing off

yay.... abouttoday.. nothing much except went for dance.. did not go remedial and went out with sherina and Qim after that.. Actually, come to think of it.. its quite alot....
Let's see.. In the morning, i was so tired that i slept thru till 10am. Wow.. isn't that great? I'm so sorry Mr. Foo. Yah.. den my mum fetched miie to skul and i reached at 12.30.... Dance starts at one so was kinda dunno wad to do till i met rachel!! Whee!! Lifesaver.. went to library with her.. not mani good books.. Rachel found the books of Chicken Soup rather interesting though.. Not al the volumes but the one that said Chicken Soup for the Teenage Letters Soul... haha.. The comic in it is funni though i must say.. Then at 12.55, i went to Dance room... changed and started stretching... I have a terrible cough lah.. den ij dance so tired that i thought i might faint soon.. i almost lost my balance twice while doin the whole dance once thru.. i cant w8 for SYF to be over.. then, maybe.. we will learn new dances again!!! whee!!! i like learning new dances... i just dun lyk keeping doin the same thing over and over again.. htough it does help me to develope the right feelings for each move.. I need more emotions!! some one help miie.... Oh ya... and E-bird came to watch todae... hehe..... So long nva see her le.. first thing i did was hug her lah.. haha... yeah.. then after that ... slacked and did one more time thru.. den went to meet sherina.. den met Qimy... almost didn't recognize him leh.. wah liao.. so tall.... So, we went to the prata shop where WE were supposedly supposed to eat, then they said oh i just ate... oh i'm not hungery... so ya.. dey watched miie eat.. yay... yahoo!! wow... joey is eating.. so interesting.. i wanna watch her eat again!! haha.. lol... i'm lame .. i know...den after that about 6.20pm.. we went off.. sherina went home and i brought Qimy to AMK hub.. rather weird lah... like nothin to sae.. den we went in and jst walked thru the hub lohh... nva do anything jst catch-up....... and den.. he said he was hungry... whoo.... so went Mcdonalds and i found out alot of things he did in MHS previously.. haha... so nonsensical lohh...... haix.... wish dere was the whole gang again... realli miss them... Daniel, Vincent, Sean, the other Shawn some other ppl.... and Qimy of course.... yepp... sticked with them most of the time when we were at MHS... hehe... it was so fun and so short.... so sad to leave them lahh... I bet their all taller than miie!! though to start with.. they were alreadi taller than miie but nva mind... yepp.. den left McDonalds at 8+.. took afew pics.. kept oni one and went off!! met my sis cox she on the way home too!! and i have Hana-Kimi poster heheh....!!! Den i walked home.. got a coke for Aunty Arlene too.... Listened to songs throughout the fifteen minutes of walking with my sis... So, in conclusion.. todae had been a veri fruitfull day.. oh ya.. and i just realized i typed this for like 10 min.. haix... okok.. dun tok le.... tata everyone ciao

I'm sorry peeps!! i haven been posting as i dun see a need to.. I couldn't see my whole blog lahh.. had to change the friggin skin... just some updates...... I'm still missing 108!!! I'm in Chinese opera and i am putting up Macbeth... yes people.. in chinese... and i need to do up my The Dance Floor proposal.... Check out my to-do list!!

1. Finish all h/w by Sunday

2. I need to go out on Sunday with B.I.O

3. put up time-table....

4. Re-decorate my board

5. Watch the Goong disc again! hey, it was confiscated okay? and i bought it

6. Watch Hua Yang again!!

7. Do up The Dance Floor proposal

8. Buy the stupid white shoe.. ur shoe is falling into pieces gurl!!

9. Revise my friggin work!!

10. Re adjust myself

Oh man.. exactly 10.. though i have to admit, the number 10th is just one resolution that will make the number nicer! hehe.. yeah i'm lame... oo ya... i passed my kinematics test!! wahaha!! i failed it last yr okay.. i'm pretty proud of my results!! Sweet Success!!Just saw alanna's post about miie.. fine, i'm lag.... i missed it... I guess the time when we both experienced the same thing was the time when we really bonded... and. i dunno how to put it but.... i really treasure her now... i mean.. when i had my stomachache.. i stayed in class.. everyone went off and i jst sat dere....den alanna came to find the people who went off first.. she came to accompany miie throughout recess.. time passed really fast then... i realised too that sometimes... though they were initially not ur best friends.. dey care bout u all the same.... signing off... cheers!

TODAY TOTALLY SUCKS...

the first thing that happened to miie dis mornig was dat ifelt like vomiting and i did... then... my head was all giddy and painful dat i missed the arena and pks... haixx...till nw my head is spinning but not as bad.... bt i feel like puking though.. it sucks.... haix... i am oni okie giddy for awhile bt nt long.. dun noe whether cn go skul anot... missing 108 still

TODAY TOTALLY SUCKS...

the first thing that happened to miie dis mornig was dat ifelt like vomiting and i did... then... my head was all giddy and painful dat i missed the arena and pks... haixx...till nw my head is spinning but not as bad.... bt i feel like puking though.. it sucks.... haix... i am oni okie giddy for awhile bt nt long.. dun noe whether cn go skul anot... missing 108 still

heyy peeps.. i'm back again!!! haven posted for pretty long time.... yes....


I MISS 108!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


realli missing u guys.. especially felicia and gang... shabil,fitri syafiqA...HEHE.... and their gang of guys..... hope we'll stay in contact !!! sorry for nt being able to attend ur campfire... i had sumtin realli important on and i cant miss it... sorry guys.. and link miie and tag hor!!! hehe.. LUV YA PEEPS...!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!



had a christmas party at my grandma's house... so manni ppl.. well... actually its cox my whole extended family is dere.. so ... yes... 20+ ppl.... den we went christmas carolling round the neighbourhood.. my sis, carina michelle and i like lag behind loh.. its late lahh.. den sumore sing so loud.. pai seh.... oni one house gave sweets to them... and if no one open door.. dey jst keep singing and singing....
so.. in da end.. my sis, carina and i went home.. den met up wif the small guys and played mahjong.. computer and tv and more mahjong!! haha!! i won my bro mann!! killing spree!!! hehe.. oh ya... li,rui min are cumin over tonight!! a party!! sleepover...!!! OMG!! and nxt dae go dance together.... and the reason why dey can cum over is cox.. my rents are nt home.. so are my siblings.. deres oni aunty arlene and i at home.. i feel so relaxed.. but i need to get started on my hw.. and i nda do da debrief.. haix.... miss nina so much... so sorry i couldn't be dere when u needed me.. so sorry... i hope everything's fine now... and u got into the combi u wanted and u worked for it... u put in so much effort and you gave up so much for them... dey will noe... bt even if dey dun.... ur conscience is clear..... cheer up.. its christmas!!!!

so yes... here i am.. blogging... cox its too boring... yesterday.. went to cinema with family to watch curse of the golden flower...... and if anyone wans to watch it.... i must sae
dun go and watch.....
it is super crazy.. super violent... full of ruthlessness...super disgusting... full of family internal fights..full of blood n dey zoom in to it...oh my god.. so gross... yucks... ewww.... and den after dat.... met one of dad's frens... sae he gonna watch eragon.. den my dad had dis crazy idea of going to watch eragon... wanted to but i was too tired dat when dey were eating supper.. i was sleeping on the table.... haix.... den came home... and immediately went to bed after washing up... and dat was the fastest wash up i have ever done in my life.... whoa..

E-bird's blog had been spammed... haix... some ppl jst cant accept the fact that they have to be better to be the lead n the lead is nt always theirs... had the chance bt did nt lian for it.. still copying ruimin.... n tigger is right in the sense dat she does nt have any feelings..... n i wanna tell dancer- if she is going against e-bird.. she is going up against a whole lot of ppl... and as e-bird said it... are u game for it??

hey peeps... yesterdae.. i went for chi opera bbq.. yah.. jst joined yesterday.. haha.. pestered my mum for like 45mins b4 she allowed.. haix.... getting her to let miie go for the bbq was easy though.. bt she got angry for nt picking up her calls.. bt i was outside and my phone was nt wif miie... and no one is goin home at 10+ lohx... i tink my mum is too controlling over miie.... i cant stay over at friends house till i'm 21.... tough huh??even li min's dad asked her wad time she was going home?? 12am or 1am???? wth.... i wish i had more freedom...

i am gonna revive this rotting blog while i have the chance cox i am nt home and my bro is not here to use the com..... stupid dota.... hook my bro up.. hai yo....

China was fun fun fun... i thought it really bonded us together but when i went to dance today.. heard from li,rui min that there are lots of.. u noe.. quarrels.. haix.... anw.. back to China... stuff there are cheap mann!!! new year resolution: go to china.... hehe...
SHOPPING SPREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bought lots of stuff including a pair of red boots and a white classy hat for myself... muahaha.. so fun.... wore both to flight back to Singapore.... my sis was like.. i couldn't recognise you lahh..... haiyo.... bought stuff for friends... all of 201 gals.... miss da fun we had during class chalet.... guys too.... my family.. aunty arlene.. hehe... and i used like 10 over smses to Singapore... contact my mum lahh.... i didn't really use the toilets there.. only the ones with doors .. usually. i oni use the hotels... the train ride was pretty exciting though.. thought it was gonna be lyk damn crowded but.. nahh... we were running to our cabin.. there was oni us.. we VIP lehx!!!
VIP VIP VIP VIP
luv it.. luv it.. oh ya.. and cant forget xiaofu jiejie..... hehe.. so funny at times.. and mrs lim blurness... haha.. ms yaks brain.... wei lao shi's discipline... haha.... it was so fun!!!!!!!! my group RUI MIN, LI MIN, ALANNA, SHITING AND ME!!!! WE RAWK!!!!! hehe...
then two days later.. went to Japan, Hokkaido...

expected to catch snow but it was like dat little bit.. haix....it was like.. i first went to sapporo.. den two days before we went.. it was like heavy snow.. then two days after we left sapporo.. it was heavy snow!!! arghh!!!!! its like everytime its either before and after we go to that part it snows or afer we go.. it snows.. its always " you're are very lucky.. it is good weather.. no snow or rain.." i gagged!!!
NO SNOW.. HOW CAN DERE BE NO SNOW. IT IS LIKE ONE DEGREE.. NO SNOW!!! COME ALL THE WAY HERE NO SNOW!!
but had lots of fubn with family.. the spas.... the kimonos or whateva its called the jokes the laughter.... SWEEEEEEEEEET!!!!! lUV YA SO MUCH!!!

DANCE

gal: u noe what.. u should have sum friggin expressions.. just bcox ur flexible doesn't entitle you to main lead... expression counts.. kill u to give some feelings when u dance.. den ruimin dance you give some face FULL of expressions.. can you like jst use it for ur actions...... and dun hao lian lahh.. please lahh...... still wad.... its so not fair lahh... u main.. u have one more time lehh.... dis is ruimin's last time lehhx... u noe... its like.... nt fair lahhx.. so jst friggin do ur part and god.... dun copy her actions.... if u lian so much den u shud noe da steps.... haix..... jst wadeva lahh.... ur personality is like,...... u noe urself.... and jst saying the truth..... dun go in front of ppl and do sum ting dat u can and dey cant.. cox its really making ppl dislike you... . i'm jst saying cox... u noe ur position in dance.. as a dancer.. and as a person in standing...

yeahhx.. so here i am again...
yess.. i haven't been blogging and i forgot to exclaim it yesterday.. but no big.. i'll exclaim it today so listen..

EXAMS ARE OVER.. FRIGGIN OVER!!!!

yeah but had dis maths research test todae.. omg.. head almost cracked.....like damn difficult lahhx..... haix.. oh ya.. and not to mention.. i tink i failed my science and i'll go into combine.. haix... hope dat i will pass.. haix.... i am just naturally weak in science.... whether i study or not.. it will like be almost da same.... so sad rite..... haix....

oh ya.. and deres open house tmr.... getting my bro to go.. hahax... yahhx.... and i am going to YAC tonite... heehee... my mum finally let mie join da whole program.. not just da dance oni... hehe.... well.. i'm a little nervous.... but i noe all of them so.. i guess it will bve okay after a while.. if i'm not wrong.. i'll be learning jazz this term... as i heard... yepps.... updates will take awhile.. hahax

yes.. i noe i haven been blogging... i cant even go online. nt bcos mum dun allow, cox my stupid internet cant work.... argh!!1 well.. i can connect to it but after 3-5 min, the page becomes the page cant display, and i cant disconnect the internet... wah the heck lorhxx... !!! haix.... well.. my days were normal.. freakin normal.... so normal till it i dunno.. jst da normal kinda normal.. except the current crises bout a girl who is nw so terribly hurt by someone.. yeah.. sad.. i experianced it b4.... the person wun look depressed but trust miie... suicide had crossed... DAT BAD!! mostly when i relied on my friends.. so yahh.. her case is much worse than mine.... cause evn the guys are taking part in it. For me, i relied on my godbro LANGSTON... yeah.. so dats hw much he means to mie.... he helped me pull thru that shitty period... oo.. yah.. and SHERINA!!! she helped miie get out from that crises, pulled miie back up onto my feet and puished miie to walk. Yes..... what a friend to have!!!!!!!!!! But that period was kinda like a blessing in disguise.. If it hadn't happened, i wouldn't know sherina and she is like my other half.. we complete each other.... so now she has a quarrel with someone........ i mean apart from the gal i said earlier, nina also has.. but nt dat big, but nina is like being made da victim... there are so manni friggin tings that made her cum to this point lahhx!!!!!Like i dunno.... and wadeva.. u triggered it. nt her.... and dun send her tings like are u angry with me? dun sae noe blahblahblah... err.. so ur jst forcing her to sae yes right?? bt wadeva.... i am standing on the fence..... i heard her stroy, but p[erhaps she will tell aa different.. but evidences doesn't lie.. so wads ur story.. i heard half of it.. i wanna complete it. so yahhx... my frustrations are out.. and i am so friggin SAD!! i am not really in the main group in syf.. i am so friggin sad lahhx.. and i noe that i did well!!! i put in my heart and soul lohx!! i remembered all my moves, i didn't do anything wrong.. jst thks lahhx.... when we pai lian that time, i heard u sae. i oni choose you cox ur tall and skinny.. wad de.. cum on lahhx. ppl do better than her then choose her becox she is tall n skinny! i mean she is in my group lahhx... i am definitely nt referring to limin.. cox she worked so hard and she is like closest to me in dance lahhx. uhh!! biasedness will lead u nowhere ma'am!!! well.. ok.... though i haven't stated my full sad ness on this shit topic, i wun go on.... cox..... wadeva.. i am gonna train so hard she is gonna regret it..... AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!