hi people!! its not a blue moon yet i know..
but something happened last night that prompted me to blogging today..
my bro's toilet frosted glass door cracked..
i had no idea wad led to it but it just did...
shit lohhx...
i have no idea how my bro was able to sleep, or even sleep in da room...
well. he said he couldn't sleep cox he cud hear da friggin door cracking thru the night..
but still.. the door was like only one and a half metres away from him..
how can he not go sleep sumwhere else??
oh.. and da cracked glass looks disgusting and i am still hving the urge to scratch everything out..
but i cant cox firstly i will get blood everywhere,
secondly, the whole room will be covered in shiny stuff
and thirdly, i might die..
from the glass that will pierce thru my skin..
but seriously, u guys will find it gross too!!
lemme show u guys how the door is supposed to look like..



so yahh.. this is my door..and this is how smooth it should be







but no.. this is how his cracked door looks like
freaky




oh, here's a close up look.. yahhx.. i doesn't look so bad..
i didnt have the urge to scratch it out at this point
its the bottom of the door that made me wanna do it

seriously, i think its gross... eww..

but it was taken away this morning by some men.
a total of 5 of them came
i still dunno how they did it
according to my mum, they unscrewed it
ohya, there were much more cracks this morning
which made me wanna scratxch them out more
what a thing to feel before lit exam

ohya, about it, do till damn shiok lahhx
oh, and i did prose instead of the poem that Mr Cheng wanted us to do
i think i wud have died if i tried..
i took too long a time to complete Tkam..
i did passage-based you see and there were 2 parts
i took like an hour plus to complete it
i oni had like 25 mins or sumtin to analyse da prose and answer both questions.
thank goodness the prose was easy..
able to analyse the first time..
but i still couldn't complete both questions
so basically.. i think i can pass but otherwise..
im screwed
ahh!!
this sucks..
i couldn't complete two papers oreadii..
worse, both have practically a question blank
oh god
please dun let this happen in olevels
then i will really be screwed
anyway.. im gonna study for emaths tmr
gosh, me studying emaths..
please let this be easy
signing off!!

today should be declared miracle day.. im blogging.
i didnt blog bout Xinthesis cox basically, i kept procrastinating and ji was barred from the laptop
amazingly, my mum didnt scold me for using the laptop today
Oh ya, so i shall now comment about Xinthesis

my beloved babes, Sherina, Gwen, Cesca and Elaine waited damn long for me
im so sorry!! but if i eat so long, i definitely will change so long right??
RIGHT..
i know, i make perfect sense
on the night of Xinthesis, before mei2 hua1 wu3, everyone was like hugging each other, giving each other encouragements and stuff..
it was really heart-warming
i mean, it is our last performance together as a troupe..
its amazing ow much we've grown from those silly lil' girls
we have understood each other more, we get into fights, but i wun say it worsened our team spirit
that night passed in quite a blur
i still remember myself just when the music started to just immerse myself in the music and whatever happens will be perfect..
well, but the only time i worried was cox limin said she will lose her sense of direction when she is turning
now why am i not surprised??
this reminds me of the popcorn incident...
anyway, after the mei2 hua1 wu3, we all rushed like some shit to change..
thank goodness my juniors helped me to take my tou2 shi3 out, if not i confirm late
maybe teachers specifically asked them to help me
or i just looked like the slowpoke kind
everything worked out smoothly, besides the fact that nicole dear,
took off with my shoes which was in that big bag
and assumed i was gonna take the bus
i felt stupid finding my frens in dance shoes and going home IN DANCE SHOES
oh, and i was told the shoes were in th office the next day
you know how silly-looking it is to look for a shoe that is like about to fall out in 5 pieces??
so the shoes still miraculously managed to find me
through a certain medium called limin

im gonna change the topic abruptly
i just thought of a more pressing issue
the prelims..
i cant believe that i screwed up in amaths, a subject i tot i was ok
and i couldn't finish history cox i wasted 20mins trying to figure source A out
toot much?? .....toot alot
bt i didnt curse..
i went im screwed
well, elaine is screwed too
i hope p1 will be easier. pls pls pls!!
i even went to si1 ma3 lu4 guan1 yin1 miao4!!
tomorrow is TKAM
its lit.. thank goodness its p1 and it strts at 11!! yippee!!
i tink im just gonna read thru da book and fish out the im portant quotes
i guess im spending too much time bloging...
so i gotta go...
and i realized how fotoless my blog looks
i did post fotos once!!!
ciao people.. signing off

so dance intensive has finally ended!! like finally..
oh wait.. dere's still tue wed and thurs...
damn... all for Xinthesis!!
Muscle aches are like so usual now that the dancers dun really complain at all
yah.. that's the extent...
tue its dance from 4pm to 7pm.
i guess thats ok since its only three hours as compared to previous
which is like 8am to an average of 2pm.
i tot it will never end or something
i am serious we never stop dancing
except for a once in a while 15 mins break
which does not come evry day
and we have to continue from the mei2 hua1 dance to sui4 yue4 ru2 ge1
its real tiring but i guess its really worth it
during dance, manny manny tings were like taking place
zls lost her temper much more and insults came more freely
i guess she is just afraid that we will not perform up to standard on the day of Xinthesis
but i wont say her worries are unfounded
we really did suck before the dance intensive
but now i can say we are all ready for whatever!!
we hve been complimented very neat!!
haha!!
that's what intensive did to us
amazing isnt it??
ohya, on Fri it was practice first then full dress rehearsal for dance only
so those doing mei2 hua1 had to rush like shit to change into the sui4 yue4 ru2 ge1 costume
it was like a mad rush and we were screaming away!
haha.. so the committee decided to change the dance program
so we are now performing the first and last item..
dun need to rush so much
thank goodness, i tot we were all not going to make it on time

on to hol hmwk, im screwed!! left like almost all untouched
shits..

the past few days have been rather.. interesting.. on thurs.. i went to Genting till Sat.. haha.. you know, our purpose of going dere was to go to Awana to play golf.. so we had to wake up at a freaking inhumane time like 6.30. Of course i didnt wake up at that time.. muahaha!! my whole family was trying to wake me up., i was like even saying go without me.. I had a wonderful dream ok?? i wanna continue that dream.. well so.. my dad pulled me off my bed and into the toilet where he briefly realises that i dont have my toiletries with me or my clothes to bathe and change into.. so i practically dragged myself to my luggage.. took my toothbrush and as i was about to go into the toilet again.. i heard this " HUH! today there's competition?" you know what that means?? It means the golf course will not be open and i can go back to sleep, go bck into my dream.. so i like jumped onto my bed and seriously, i feel asleep. so my dad had to drag me outta bed again cox he wanna go eat.. That King turtle.. so we just decided to head to the outdoor theme park at around noon.. or was it 1pm? so we sat at the usual rides. the dragon for starters, then the cyclone... then.. we went to sit CORKSCREW!! yay!!! i was damn excited lahhx.. but it wasnt as thrilling as the first time i sat it.. however, my sis and i got our brother to join us!! haha.. and he had to sit right at the back for starters because i wanna sit right at the back.. so.. in the end, i had to sit alone.. my brother wanted someone to sit with him.. retribution i guess...

anyway, it was still fun in a sense.. but not fun enough.. den i tried to persuade my sister to accompany me to sit the ride that is the highest and it plunges down like really fast.. yeah, that one.. she didn't dare.. so it took quite long, in th end i just went with my aunt.. i thought the time it took to go up was never-ending.. seriously.. i just kept looking up and it just kept going.. the view from the top didnt help anyting.. it just told me that i was high up on a mountain... it was damn fun!!! the first plunge was scary but halfway through it was really fun!! my bro was like looking at me damn anxiously lahhx.. i was like shouting its damn fun to him.. haha.. well.. i highly doubt he believed me then.. so i sat again, this time with my aunt and her son. yepps.. my sis and bro were still too chicken to try it... but my bro said if my cousin said it was fun, he will go.. so we shot up again and came down.. haha.. then the third time came, and my bro and my sis and me were on the ride together. man was it un.. haha.. my bro was like really scared and stuff... my sis was.. scared i guess.. haha... i totally made things worse by telling them that when you go down, your whole body lifts up and your butt is not touching the seat at all.. that certainly freaked them out.. my bro was even asking things like what if i get heart problems after this.. LAME!!! omg.. im so evil... but nonetheless.. we three enjoyed the ride but they thought once was enough.. haha... oh. but they loved it!!! we were like all going WOOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!! HAHA..

so sunday was like a travel cooldown thing... haha. i know.. lame.. on mon went for June camp.. haha.. Sherina came at around 7.. man does she bathe fast.. anyway.. my decision to stay overnight was damn last minute lahhx... my mum wass freaking pissed but hey.. i still manage to get her permission.. but by the time i went ack.. the buffet was out of food!! boohoohoo!! but thats ok.. haha.. cox i really wasn't hungry!!! ok.. maybe i am lying a lil... but heck.. then came the performance by the juniors.. haha..i tell you. it was entertaining!!! then it was sing-along... at first it was quite no feel.. then the tears started coming when i sat next to Sherina.. and Hongyou was like playing the song 'If we hold on together' ... dammit.. its like totally the SLB crying song or something... Even Jasper came over and was like its like that one.. Just cry lahhx... Nicole was like crying for damn ling.. and this morening at dance, her eyes were freaking swollen!!! and she was complaining about one swollen eye being smaller than the other.. that girl!! oh did i mention?? i went for dance practice on mon and did it last long?? from 8am to 3pm.. it was a heck of a training.. to tink it is going to be like this for the whole week.. so yes guys.. today was no different except that i was like 40mins late as i went to Sherina's house to bathe in the morning... and i lost my shoe.. its gone seriously.. I dunno how.. it just is.. so i had to borrow flip-flops from Sherina... practically everything i wore was from Sherina.. I emphasise practically.. it does not mean totally... but it was fine i guess.. except for the fact that i had a huge blister on my feet due to friction from the dance and i was constantly kneeling down.. rawks right?? i was kneeling right on my blister.. its on my jiao3 bei4. so after dance, went to eat with Ruimin and E-bird then met Yu Chuan dere...

den i went back to see opera.. haha.. it was kinda fun.. but well... oh oh!! Prof Chua actually laughed together with the opera members today.. maybe cox it was really funny.. imagine acting and you have to stare into the eyes of Prof Chua and you have to break a good news that some guy is dead.. haha.. so it required the girl to look around the people and catch eye contact. So Prof Chua was showing the others how they should do it and they caught eye contact in the same position just facing each other.. i tell you. they stayed dere for damn long till even Prof Chua started laughing.. haha... the atmosphere was really cheerful.. haha.. so after that just hanged out awhile in SLR then came home for dinner!!!

so thats bout it.. till tmr's grueling dance session.. ciao!!

hey people of the world!!! haha.. yeah i noe... my life is so full of boredom dat i have no idea wad to blog.. except im now at selection camp.. haha.. last night was pretty fun... there was this courage walk.. and i climbed on top of lockers and crawled on the floor and everything.. haha.. iit was uber fun.. although not manni were frightened cox i tend to let ppl see me before i scare them... haha... oh.. and i took a rather long time to get on top of the locker and an even longer time to get down... i didnt realize it was dat high.. haha.. Shao Jie had to practically like carry me down or something.. lolx.. haha.. oh did i mention?? i was so scared about what i was going to do, i practically dragged Shao Jie along with me.. haha.. oh. .and he was scared too.. just dat he didnt show it.. lolx... Band is playing in the other room.. dots.. so early they here le... oh.. anyway.. im using Isaiah's laptop... haha.. wanted to say that from the beginning but the words just came about... im gonna go for tuition at 11 later.. its 9 oreadii.. so fast.. oh.. and dere will be firedrill tonight.. i feeling like coming back for it.. but.. well.. i not sure if Sherina will still stay.. i hope she will!!!! oH.. AND RECENT STUFF..
My hols are the best first 2 weeks is NAFA every single day for 6 days and lessons for school.... the only free time is the third week of hols.. the fourth week is dance intensive from 9am to 2pm from mon to sat.. i tink i will have terrible muscle aches.. haha..
Chinese Os were toot.. i totally didn't anticipate that question lahhx.. well.. manni people didnt.. so screw it.. haha..
i seriously gotta ake up my mind about coming back tonight or not.. i tink i will give it a few more mins.. ciao people.. till then!!

yayness!! finally one which can work properly.. the first one was friggin screwed up.. the moment i type in my profile, the whole thing goes blank.. wasted damn alot of time on that.. so i finally decided to use another skin.. which had an alignment problem.. i couldn't care much and went thru the SOTDs.. its da easiest place to find fantastic skins... i chose this cox it kinda fits my mood.. haha... well.. couldnt go to PKS today... sigh... i feel so.. oh nvm... SORRY SAM SORRY LIN!!! well... i haven't linked sam!!! ahh!! pmg.. im such a pro... anyway.. i dun have anything to blog.. unless u want me to tell you about my dreams?? haha.. i guess not.. well. ciao!!

heyy people.... HOMECOMING RAWKED!!!
haha.. firstly.. huiping, anqi, christabelle, Josie, Kaihong, Peiling and me totally went crazy....
we played at the jousting area which totally wasn't jousting..
it was just a series of pulling out each other's socks..
they all gang up against me lahhx.. wah liao...
NG PEILING!!!! U WENT TO HANDICAP ME!! huh!!!
so after that..
we all practically used up all our energy..
but we had fun.. it was really worth it... haha...
didnt get to hang out much with my dance mates....
but going crazy with m galfrens sure wasn't a bad idea...
after homecoming.. i went to have dinner at 5pm!!!
haha.. i was super duper full after dat..
ohya.. i went with Sherina, Gwen and company...
haha.. it was totally hilarious..
i tried to shoot ice at sherina thru the straw...
and Aik Long tried to shield her from the ice..
haha.. but he moved after thinking that i wun shoot after all
but what do you know"?? I DID!! HA!!
omg... im a total psycho!!
well.. so i came home, and watched TV!!!
fine.. im overly- enthusiastic...
it was that time when my hand muscles ached alot...
i went to get the ice pack which i heated up and it became microwaved pack
it helped a lil, but not much
do you people wanna know how i got these awfully horrible muscle aches??
I had NAPFA 5 items ytd
and for the pull up, the A grade was 17..
but i tot it was 16.. so i did 16
and i was so bu gan yuan that i retried...
so in all i did like 33 pull-ups
and thus my muscle aches.. but i got an A for my shuttle run!!!
that certainly lifted my spirits!! haha!!


the more i think, the more i know im just not cut out for it.. yet i know that such things dont come without purpose.. but i guess i just killed all my chances... im sorry i cant hellp it.. i have done it for about 2 years.. i cant just stop.. i know i shouldn't bt i feel i should have gotten it.. why shouldn't i have?? im so fucked up by this issue, suppressing it down for so long... i tot as long as i put in my best, i will be able to achieve wat my goals were.. but guess wad?? i didn't.. in fact, i feel im getting more and more bad by the minute. i feel that what i had is drifting away.. fast.. i feel all so alone in dance.. nobody to turn to, nobody to talk to.. bt yet i tried to fit in.. i really tried.. i dont noe how long i can last.. maybe last through.. or perhaps i'll breakdown and just give up.. cox i dunno how long i can kp this image up.. the image of the gal who has a heck-care attitude to any negative comments given.. i laugh when im criticised, but i feel as if my whole world comes crashing down again and again.. i feel so unrecognised.. such a loser... i gave it my all.. but yet i feel as if the views towards me are no different.. im lazy.. too lazy to care... tell you wad.. i care.. i care so much that im tearing into pieces everytime i dance.. to feel like a nobody, with nobody.. i feel so ps-ed.. i feel as if u dont care anymore.. like how you always go with others when all i wanted was your endless chattering or just your company... i dun even think u noe im thinking like this.. i dun even think anyone noes how i really feel.. i dont even think u noe im talking about you.. i dont even think anyone noticed.. everytime my name is colled.. i leap for joy.. like how my world is suddenly vright again... but then.. u tear it right open again... Dance makes me alive, yet... it makes me ache so much... dun worry... i wun break down.. i wun be an emo-kid.. i will still be like myself.. cox after all... i can cover up any of my emotions... up till now,, no one has been able to see thru me. how i really feel.. the mask over the tears... when it is put on.. or when i am really laughing... somestimes.. i feel as if no one cares, cming to me oni for happy jokes... such a loser.. no one to cry to. i am always the strong one... but who is there to be my strong one?? Please dont talk about it

Heyy guys!!! Xinthesis is on the 26th June, thursday... The theatre is fantastic, and not only dance is performing, wushu opera and i tink Chinese Drama is too.... But the Dances we are going to perform are fantastic... Its worth the while people!!!! there are stall seats and circle seats.. the stall seats are the better seats.. the stall seats are 15 bucks while the circle seats are 12 bucks. But its not free seating.. if ur want the stall seats, u need to order from any upper sec dance member who were in the syf group. its on a first come first serve basis so please order fast... Dance only has a limited number of tickets... Its now or never!!! There are more stall seats than circle seats so grab your chance, but trust me, the stall seats are much better... Xinthesis will be at Republic polytechnic. its not as far as u people think.. its in Woodlands, frm AMK mrt a 15 to 20 min ride... it is jst there.. so its not that far.. its nearer than Victoria to me. Xinthesis is a must go event!!! Get your tickets now!!!


well.. today has been a rather normal day... except that there was speech day rehearsal.. and i tell you.... we totally wasted our time seating there... They should have organised it better. They reported at 3.30 and only danced ONCE at 5.30. is that good planning or what?? but good job girls!!! your bested yourselves.. but rmb.. u need to smile to bring ur audience to smile back at you.. REMEMBER Give the Dance your best and the Dance will bring out the best in you!! Ur are just that lil' bit more less.. Just smile... smile feeling the song running through every movement... the spotlight is on YOU!!!
i guess thats all for now.. ciao people!!

heyy world.. yahh.. i get it.. im a total loser blogger.. ok... well.. im jst here because i wanna talk about spammers.. i think.. THEY SUCK... hide behind their screens and dun show their big fucking names.. so who are you to comment on people ,you idotic little lowlife loser?? So what if people'd flexibility is good?? So what if your so not teacher's favourite?? isn't that because YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH?? if u did not put in any shit effort, den who are you to comment on others?? WTF IS UR FRIGGIN PROBLEM? nobody went too provoke you so why are u going around being such a bitch??? i am so friggin pissed with all these spammers... so what if she is stick thin? does that mean she cant dance?? well, if u think so, den almost half of dance cant dance.. and she is like somewhat the lead.. so doesnt that mean something??? that she can dance, and if u cant, jst scoot off.. go into depression or something and go into withdrawal mode.. i cant really care about what happens to you... fine.. verything shall just end here.. i am just pissed people, and thus venting out my anger.. i dun like it when one of my best frien's blog gets spammed... at least i dun hide my name.. if u want reference, please help urself to the right hand corner of my blog.. its right there.
ok... this thing is exhausting. well.. that's that... haha.. this reminds me of the tim when e-bird's blog got spammed... haha.. yeah.. that person who spammed back was me... fine... bt that's bygones.. i dun really care bout that now.. cox anw, my clique in dance rawks!!! I LOVE ALL OF THEM!! i think im very random.. ok... sherina.. dun tell me now then i now... i knew it.. HA!!! ok.. im cracked up... . i tink im going crazy... first time i blog on such impulse.. as in.. aiyo.. nvm...
well.. anw.. life has been.. like life. oh.. 2dae's Dicky's bdae.. HAPPI BDAE!!! sorri didnt get u anythiing.. but look on the bright side.. i returned u da book i owed you from last year.. lolx... ok..that was so overdue.. haha... anw.. my laptop keeps disconnecting.. dammit... i think i might go mad.. ok.. i think i gotta w8 till it connects again.. oh.. it is.. well.. i have only one thing to announce now...

SUPPORT XINTHESES PEOPLE!!! OUR DANCES ARE DA BEST!!! ITS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY!!! DUN MISS IT!!!

there.. so now my business is done.. thats that i guess, for now.. till the next blue moon arrives..ciao!!!

heyy.. lemme give ya all an update on the last 2 days..


Thursday 14 Feb...
Valentines day!!!

well... first thing is thanks to my so manyy frens and dance juniors for giving me the prezzies!!! haha.. it was really so sweet... and i forget to bring my gifts for my frens.. it was like horrible.. ppl kept giving me but i cant give them.. well.. anyway... huiping gave me another tigger.. haha.. i asked for it cox she asked me wad i want.. oh.. and she gave me a daisy too... haha.. i love daisies... anyway.. After recess i had to go off for Dance rehearsal at NIE for the performance the next day.. but before i went, my mum came with my frens prezzies!! haha.. but i had to go off like in 10 seconds.. i ran to my class like some crazy lunatic and ran back.. oh....and i forgot what i wanted to type... ohya.. Peiying, Limin and i went to make sure the girls get their tai wei right but when we got there, we had the shock of our lives.. the stage was so small that i can only probably fit 1/4 of our whole dance.. damn small.. well.. but it was ok lahhx.. Mrs Ng got them to move back the chairs and was able to let us use the floor dat was much bigger and smoother so as to let them be able to do their split and turn easily.. yay!!! but the worst thing is we three had to change their positions which was like a nightmare.. the first and second part we only had about 7-10 ppl dancing... but we finally decided to cramp everyone in in the third part... it was super squeezy but at least everyone could dance..... i was damn tired.. on the way back, i slept on the bus the whole way... i was that exhausted... limin and peiying also slept.. we were drained of all our energy...... but the whole thing still turned out well.. the dancers could adapt to changes really fast.. CONGRATS!! and they were so united... those who were in the first and second part was even willing to give up their part in the third phase for those who were not able to be in the first or second part.. it was really sweet of them.... so .. GREAT JOB!!!<br>

Friday 15 Feb...
the performance day

well... when we reached there, we went to the waiting room and ...well... waited...for our turn to perform that is... it came rather quickly...limin and i and peiying were all damn nervouse.. and i really agree with what limin said... i am even more nervous than when i am the one performing... i was at the back and almost went bonkers with anxiety... it was really scary.. so afraid they may forget their positions.. but they didnt!!! yay!!!! they did really well and the audience said they were good!!!! yay!!!!! oh.. and after that we had a buffet lunch.. limin ruimin and i went siao.. ohya,... ruimin cam eto help with the makeup, tying of hair etc... i tink im gonna have a phobia of tyiong hair cox when i was inthe bus, i wanted to relax abit, closed my eyes and saw myself tying ppl's hair.. omg... i was like omg to RM.. haha... as usual, she was being a horse on the bus... as in literally a horse... haha... i hope she sees this.. lolx... wel.. so that was it.. i came back to skool and went to class for awhile.. talked to huiping and vera for a lil bit before i made my way back to dance room... everything was almost done.. danced abit and made our way to amk hub.. bought rm's scrunchie, we spent damn alot of time there and took 166 to NAFA.. the bus jorney took so long, that we had to forgo our meal of pepper lunch and jst eat chicken rice because dance starts at 6.45 and it was oreadii 6..... we ate in 10mins!! 10 FRIGGIN MINUTES!! wow.. nina, dun ask me how i did it.. i just did.. and it is not a miracle.. well... so we were a lil late for NAFA... and sophia came too.. zls asked her to join our group for the performance of sui yue ru ge...


yepp, so that about explains my last 2 days.. noithing much bout today... just went to tuition and came back.. yahh.. and typing my post.. 2day is really a boring day.. so bye peeps.. ciao!!

heyy peeps out there!!! well, the first 3 days of CNY has come to an end... well.. here's how my CNY went... on the first day, i woke up at arnd 10, took a whole 2 hrs to get ready, which includes helping my sister with her make-up.. its her first time.. amazing?? dont be... so.. after those gruelling 2 hrs, i finally went to my paternal grandma's house. lemme think, there was about 2 families there by the time i reached. so, we didn't gamble, another miracle, left and went to my maternal grandma's house at arnd 5pm. we had dinner and stayed till about 12am, 1am. so, i was already so tired by that time that i slept, for 2 hrs.. haha... when we finally left, i saw my dad dozing off at the last stretch. i was like.. c'mon daddy, jiayou... haha.. it was so wierd.

so. the second day i woke up at 11. was supposed to go over to my uncle's house but i was so late, my relatives already came to my house to see and bai nian. so i was like oh. den aft dey xin nian kuai le finish, we all went over to my uncl's house to have lunch.. he's lives jst opp me.. haha..so convenient. aftr that went to my second uncle house to bai nian.. my dad said we shall not spend too much time, jst take angbao and go.. well apparently, we didn't, bcox my dad wanted to gamble. haha... he won a few hundred.. gave my 20.. haha.. yay!!! so we then went to my great grand aunt house to bainian.. my bro gambled but i didn't.. my sis was such a spoilsport this yr.. she didn't wanna gamble, like practically, everytime.. we stayed there for about an hour and left. we went home because my maternal grandma is coming over for dinner.. so, we had dinner, watched shaolin soccer, haha, it was damn funny... lolx.... well.. then my sis and i wanted to go over to my paternal grandma's house, so we walked over.. there we played this really weird game which i have no idea wads its called.. then many people left till there were only 4 of us left.. so we jst gambled a little and the game that woke everyone up? it is a variation of taidi called asshole.. haha.. its dis game where the first 2 people to win will be the king and queen respectively and the last two the prostitute and the asshole respectively.. so the asshole has to give to of his best cards to the king in exchange for 2 of the kings smallest cards, the prostiture will do the same except that only one card is exchanged. then the game will continue as per normal. but, if the asshole puts down a card and everyone passes, there will be a revolution and 3 diamonds will be the biggest while 2 spades is smallest. there can be up till 6 people to play this game where those who are not the king,queen,prostitute or asshole will be commoners. so thats bout it.. cool?? so we took our aunts car home, it was damn friggin late, and slept..

yesterday was rather interesting. was supposed to go out with gwen and shrna but i realized i had to visit more houses because i woke up too late ytd to finish all.. so went to my third aunt and my fift aunt's house, then went home to prepare for the dinner whereby an estimated number of 100 guests were coming.. so.. shrna and gwen came at arnd 8+.. went out to fetch them and saw gwen freaking shrna out... and gwen then told us about walking in odd nubers at night wil have the middle person possessed.. well.. gwen was walking in the middle..lolx.. so we jst played cards, sat arnd, chatted.. played with satay sauce, actually that was only me, and then went to sleep.. it was arnd 12.. we slept rather late though.. so gwen and shrna has left for library and here i am blogging.. and howtoday will turn out.. well.. i expect myself to cancel my sci tuition at arnd 12 , meet up with limin and ruimin and i have no idea what their plan is except going to nicole's house to bai nian then mine to do the valentine's day gifts.. for who?? well.... then i will have dinner at i have no idea where again.. so all in all..

TNG LI MIN DIDNT SMS ME LAST NIGHT TO INFORM ME WHAT OUR PLAN WAS EVEN THOUOGH SHE PROMISED.. HUMPH!!!

so thats bout it.. tata ppl... i love CNY..

oh.. i just saw limin's blog.. hee.. i got this.. i did da quiz.. its actually, very surprisingly, kinda true..

What Joey Lee Xue Mei Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

heylo once again.. well. jst had dance... went home with Li min, and peiying and we were so nice to send Nicole all the way to her bus stop wich is at Bowen .. da other side of Bowen that is... very nice right?? haha. and we walked all the way back to the bustop that we usually take bus from.. haha...so.. al in all... we walked for close to half hour perhaps??? lolx.. so fun.. and i want to scold someone.

LI RUI MIN DID NOT COME FOR DANCE ALTHOUGH SHE SAID SHE WOULD!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! THAT WOMAN!!

well... ok.. im done.. me and limin are so gonna kill her on fri.. i tell u li ruimin, you die!!!! Muahaha!!! nothing much to say except....
ohya!! there was opera on monday and i oni knew there was on tue!! humph!! no one told me.. wah liao.. i wanted to go for opera lohhx.. haix.. im goin nxt monday.. muahaha... oh.. and Francine is in opera.. lolx... she said it was boring on the first lesson but yahh.. it usually is.. wait till u meet the real him.. haha. .den u noe.. ohya.. Opera is supposedly going to go Italy this year... haha.. mann... i wan!! but im sec 4... hmm...
i guess thats it.. i gta go peeps.. ciao!!!

Heyloo!!!!!! Haven’t been blogging...well… not much happenin except dance has been really painful.. had muscle aches on my legs, back, hand… wow!! First time it was so horrible.. and I took damn long to warm up on wed aft tue’s training.. and on wed I took 1 friggin min to sit down on my bed.. im not joking.. it was that bad.. damn long nva use so much energy oreadii.. haix.. I guess its starting again.. da strenuous trainings.. haix.. well.. im feeling much better now.. at least I dun take 1 min to sit on my bed anymore.. haha.. but I still love dance!!

Went to PKS today… at last we all came.. lolx… last wk Sam was absent.. dis wk, although Kent was TERRIBLY late, he still came.. haha.. so we all finally met…. FINALLY!! Yepp.. and aft dat, I actually managed to persuade my mum to fetch me from PKS… but of course, as always, dere was a price, I had to help tidy up the storeroom, wich I haven’t done, and also go plant shopping with her.. u have no idea how bored I was aft 2 hrs… but da flowers were really beautiful.. and I got a rest when I had the chance to actually sit on the swing… lolx.. lame right?? So basically, dats how my day went..

tmr skool strts again.. well.. its even week so change of timetable agin.. lolx.. it really will get me super confused.. da whole odd even week timetable thing.. and I get to see da three bimbos again… haha.. it really is NEVERENDING laughter with them.. some of the weird things we sae and do, its really… how do u say it.. INDESCRIBABLE … omg.. I haven’t slept in a single class. Im really doing my best not to sleep.. but sometimes, da Z monster is really overpowering.. but so far, I’ve resisted.. yay!!!!!*claps* *claps*

I shall do my best not to sleep in class.. I shall revise my work consistently and memorise and register stuff… and I shall……. Erm…. Still spend enough time with my frens and family and who knows wad else…. Haha.. well.. gtg.. cya peeps..

i so suay!!!!! i lost 407 class tag and my file with Jiayun's receipts and my orientation documents!!! ahh!! EVERYTHING!!! i mean, who wans to take a file with orientation docs and receipts and 407 class tag??? its so lame lahhx!! lucky Zi en so nice help me print out cca orientation stuff.. if not tmr i will be like a lost lamb... a lost cabbage.. i ohya.. i have a new camel.. she's LUMYI!!! haha... hii camel.. i hope your readin' dis... heehee... tmr morning assembly how????!!!! i got no class tag!!!! ahh!!!! office didn't get any missing file or class tag.. im so dead lahhx.... haix... i screwed up on da 1st day of skool.. i lost it aft dance last night when i saw adhoc having debrief, den i tink i left my file dere.. haix.. whoever has it please please return it.. im desperate now.. and im even thinking of going to my dad's office to laminate one exactly the same but that's ridiculous and my dad is damn tired oreadii and i dunno how to go to his work place.. so in short.. I DIE!!!
oh yay!! i jst realised i dun have to worry for tmr morning assembly.. it wil be in the hall.. heehee... yay!! omg.. today i was saved by the rain and everyone had to return to class while tmr will be bcox da scool wans students to returnto class!! muahaha!!! yay!! omg!! lucky Zien told me.. if not i will be down here pulling all my hair out, trying to think of a solution.. haha...well.. im not gonna waste any more time.. im gonna check out some shows and im gonna go slp.. im tired.. was dozing off during debrief.. haix.. bt nonetheless, i still made it thru tuition... so.. yay!! i was damn high in tuition lahhx.. haha... so.. i gotta go!! ciao!!

I know guys.. i haven't been blogging.. Sorri!!! well... i didnt go to lots of orientation meetings.. omg.. im so sry Bernice!! it jst happens i have stuff on dat day like tuition and golf.. haix.. always clash... haix.. well.. im gonna go london in a few days time.. whee!! i didnt get to send nicole off... haha.. but well.. i did manage to sms her before she went off though... lucky me.. limin and i, perhaps ruimin too gonna go get her... yupp.. ohya.. Huiping, ca and elaine i tink gonna come to my hse tmr to chiong hw and catch up before i go off to london.. sigh... hols are ending.. ahh!!! and im missing so much dance lessons!! boohoo!! haix... well..
ohya, i went to PKS outing last sat.. haha.. it was pretty fun.. cycle till my butt pain.. haha... catch up with sam and adeline and my other frens... haix.. verii long never see lilin le.. I MISS MY TWINN!!!
I MISS HUIPING, CESCA AND ELAINE TOO!!! i realli hope to see them before i go off.. i hope li min and ruimin can see me off too... sigh.. i hope they can stay over.. haha.. well... i see rui min and li min da most during hols.. bcox of dance pracs but i simply love each minute..mann.... i miss them too!! ruimin now at yun nan... she coming back tmr.. so we oni have sat to hang out before i go off... haha... da timing of when we three go overseas is damn zun... all 1 day apart.. so we have 1 day to go out with each other before another goes on hol.. haha... well.. its my turn to go on hol!!! i can still rmb when we sent li min off.. haha.. took cab back.. all my cai can i give to ruimin.. and i managed to return her all the money i owe her.. haha.. so manni stuff happened.. well.. gonna go... haha.. ciao!!

heyhey!!! well... not much stuff.. jst had lunch, after general meeting on SL jacket .. now having Grad nite meeting... we're wrapping prezzies.. haha.. almost done with everything... yay!! im damn busy this holiday lahhx!!!! have dance(cca) , NAFA, grad nite, orientation and gosh knows what else.... actually was gonna get job from Adecco.. then.. haix.. look at how much thing i have... haix.. Bo bian had to turn them down.....
ohya.. ytd went out with Sherina, Yuen, Gwen, Dom, Gregory ... watched sTARDUST and had dinner.. we took neoprints .. TWICE!! haha.. da shop owner was like totally w8ing for us lahx.. haha.. sorri!! lolx... sherman is saeing that we are slacking.. marcus is playing psp, clarinda is playing that puzzle thing jam dunno how else to describe it... ..oh.. she go help le... nicole is.. err... oh.. she's doing roses!! haha. and im blogging.. lolx.. i shud really go help.. haha..
ohya.. and guess wad??? IM GOING T0 Taka wif my family and Uncle Kua's.. haha.. yay!! SHOPPING TIME!!! haha.. i tink i shud realli go help.. well.. gonna go help now..... actually.. no need lahhx... 4 ppl wrapping now lehhx.. haha.. well... i shall continue.. MUAHAHA!! did i mention i just join grad nite comm only...??? haha.. nicole kinda pulled me in as there wasn't enuf ppl... it really is damn fun lahhx.... haha... ohh... and da prizes are... WOW.. CAN YOU SAE SWEEEEET!!!!.. OKAY.. im gonna have fun surfing da net.. since i cant do so at home cox my brother is like using da com 24/7.. well. okay.. ciAO!!!

Heyy peeps.. sry for da absence.. haha…. Well… at SLR now… had orientation meeting and grad nite meeting… haha.. started at 1pm…… lolx.. Royce just sat on traffic.. lolx.. so grad nite has already done everyting.. lolx… nothing to do… oh.. Mr Chia is making an announcement for everyone to leave school in 10 mins.. lolx.. my bro is always using the com so I cant blog or anything.. but jst some quick replies!!

Siti - haha.. npnp!!

Elaine- haha.. well.. I shant sae anything.. lolx…

Peanut Ho- haha.. sry lahhx… ok lohhx.. I get a hat for you.. dose that use in winter.. yahh,, and im going USA.. haha

Heyy people!!!! Well.. ytd was a rather eventful dae.. it was elaine’s bdae.. yepp.. and we had the B@S finals.. SCGS won… but we sure had loads of fun.. omg!!haha.. fine.. da omg was anti-climax.. ok… but we did have loads of fun…

So after that, went to cineleisure, with ca, HP, Elaine to meet Eugene and david.. since Elaine called me a bimbo, I shall call her a bimbo too!.. HA!! Lolx.. I find myself damn friggin lame.. yahh… so we played pool.. den went to eat at subway.. all I ate were 2 cookies.. yahh.. but I was feeling darn full… so didn’t wanna eat much.. haha.. so we surprised Elaine with a brownie cake ltr.. haha.. that was when the whole atmosphere lighted up… fun!! Heehee…. Yah.. we had lots of fun.. FUN FUN FUN!!! I write very little lehhx.. okay. I shall elaborate more
so for the B@S thing.. a lot of interesting stuff happened.. I will miss those times together flurrayes!!! I tink da numbers $254,861 blah blah blah will not leave my mind for a long time… well.. a number of 306 ppl went.. yepps.. gave their support.. my sis helped me to vbe able to answer one of those questions too.. the one bout what makes us think our company will shine from others.. haha.. I totally said wadeva she told miie.. lolx.. and the judge said he was particularly impressed with out group’s teamwork!! Haha.. that happens when u spent ur whole skoolday till bout 6pm together.. yeah.. that happens.. I will sure miss them.. I ya.. here’s some pics of the outing ytd…



Colin- tried it… it looks darn weird.. haha.. but thabks for da suggestion.. I noe da tagboard has a problem.. haha..
Alicia- sure.. im going now.. after I click the publish post button… haha

well so…. Today hasn’t been a very bad day, or a very good day… and I nd to get on a diet and exercise.. if not I wun get into dai3zu2wu3 for sure… its like.. its so obvious lahhx… grr… I hate this.. ohya.. we learnt a new thing today.. it is when we xia4 yao1 den we put one of our leg into the air and make it straight.. so its like we are doing a split while xia4 yao1-ing.. Fun?? It sure was.. I love it.. im gonna train on it.. its damn cool lahhx… im gonna lian4 on my ruan3 du4 so I dun fall behind...

I just mad ekenny tay say sorri to me over a dumb thing.. haha.. so gullible.. and its ok.. cox I seriously doubt he goes to my blog.. haha.. well.. so dats bout it for dance.. and Kenny..
so other than ji1 ben3 gong1 lian4 xi2.. we didn’t do anything… jst taught them the basics of ping2 zhuan4.. yah. .dats bout it.. and we have finalized… the thing… yahh… and we have returned together as a troupe!! Yay!! Or halfway.. w/o da sec 4s.. boohoo.. good luck to ya all ya?? Gd luck!!!

And I promised limin dat I wud announce sumtin.. actually.. I kinda promised myself on limin’s blog I wud.. but heck..

I HAVE OFFICIALLY RETURNED LIMIN’S MONEY!!! MUAHAHA!!!

yahh.,. dats it.. and dis sat is B@S competition… haha.. and im slacking here.. act.,. we oreadii handed in da slides… but we nda improve on our speech and such.. so..

yahh.. I went out wif Debbs, Shrna, Elaine to do B@S ytd ytd ytd.. it was damn friggin fun.. haha.. gotta go.. betta go.. ciao!!

NEWS UPDATE!!! Flurrayes won!!YIPPEE!!! damn unexpected i tell you.. we were still are u sure.. did we hear wrongly?? lolx.. we were that shocked! dammit! i just realized that wadeva i did in da com lab wasn't saved in da new presentation. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!! i cant believe it.. dis wud be da dunno wad time happening to miie oreadii lahh... grr... ahh.. nvm.. im a good soul... i shall jst try to rmb... i noe dere's sumtin sumtin of the trade... and incentives for prompt payment is sumwhere... but where?? oh ya.. and da fonts... shit... i rmbered... okay.. nice.. i shud blog more to rmb stuff.. well.. dats it for now.. ciao!!

heyy peeps.. as i dun exactly have anything to do now.. i shall clarify that Miss Jalyn Soh praised herself while i was not at the computer.. yahh... and so. she is saeing "oh no!" EXPOSED!!! and sherina wants me to declare that she is cute... and u can choose to differ... ur welcome sherina.. i noe im kind... and debbie wants me to declare that Jalyn imposed as her on my tagboard.. but jalyn saes she was helping debbie.. yahh.. she saes its a fact.. i feel like im at a police station taking down people's statements.... well..
ciao

IM DONGDING!!

So today I got back my results.. I guess I needn’t stay back for that concentration camp thingy… I failed two subs though…. Amaths and POA.. haha.. I passed Chinese!!! Yay!! And my highest is Eng… damn it.. It isn’t usually like this… Sherina is beside me telling me her tales of how she and jalyn passed their physics papers… haha.. out of 6 people. Lolx.. nice one gals!! And so… well…. I am rather satisfied with my results.. bt those subs I passed are like borderline passes.. not good at all… haix.. well.. bt Im not retaining.. thinking on da bright side…. I jst needed to pass eng and 2 other subs.. haha…
YAY!! Im doin the b@s slides now.. okay.. im actually done with it.. im so friggin proud…. Haha.. I did da P&L statements for 5 years.. this is a gr8 achievement… whoa!! Hurray for joey!! Ohya.. and da presentation is tmr… yepp…
and open house is tmr too.. and im wearing meng2 gu3 costume.. haha.. yay!!! Im so happi!! Bt im goin for da presentation first of cox… well… so dats bout it I guess…
ohya.. I went to kbox on tue with ping.. haha.. we got high after singing Barbie gal.. we were screaming into the mic and putting our hands into the air.. swinging it about.. haha… we were damn high lahhx.. den we sing all da high pitch songs and we go off-tune but that’s wad we like bout it.. and aft that watched Mr Woodcock… lolx… it’s a damn boring show and da climax is… w8.. was that even a climax???
haha.. so im luvin da life of post exams.. Damn relaxed in scool.. stressed up at home.. I like da skool part only.. I have to pack my room for a min of ½ hr a dae even though I have nutin else to pack now… yahh.. I still have to.. I do not noe why.. pls enlighten me…. I even filed my stuff… see?? Im a good gurl.. haha…
I cant w8 to go out again!! With my few different cliques… Lin, Sam, Linglin, jojo.. did I forget anyone.. da few other people who join sumtimes are Kent n Genyang.. so.. I have PKS bbq soon.. and dance chalet… luvin’ it!!! Skool wud be ..i have 2… ping, Elaine, cesca, me…… sherina, pling, huimin, cesca, Jalyn, me.. did I forget anyone…?? JALYN ROCKS!
I guess I shud go.. oo.. and I forgot my dance clique.. aiya… gta go.. ciao…!!

yay!! exams are over!!!!!! haha... finally!! ok.. fine.. i was oreadii in da EXAMS ARE OVER MOOD ytd.. hees.. so.. Huiping, Elaine and Cesca cme over to my house and dey were screaming like some wild chickens.. haha... it was fun.. ya... so.. sry nina. i cant go to jack's wif you all cox it clashes with my NAFA.. but.. ha.. im goin out wif cesca they all... haha.. cox it doesn't clash... and we are gonna go bugis.. so easy navigation... well.. im not gnna waste my precious few more mins.. im gonna go crunchyroll and get hooked up again!!!

heyy peeps!!! nutin much... except EXAMS ARE STARTTING TMR!! but.. other skool's exams have long started.. haix.. sam and lin's exams end nxt wed.. mine ends nxt thurs.. sianx.. damn long lahhx... well. and so.. the subjects i need much more coaching in are

» A maths
»E maths
» Chem

the subjects i need coaching in are

» physics
»POA
»Chinese

so yupps.. dats basically it.. ohya.. GET WELL SOON NICOLE!!! i miss doin duty with you.. haha.. yupps.. its really boring.. lucky its exam period.. if not i wud be liie so bored dat i wud probably do sumtin stupid like ( sherina will sae i always do stupid things.. but im here to clarify this rumour dat i make perfect sense with whatever i do.. HA!) take out the shoelace from my shoe and put it back again to pass the time. haha. yupps.. dats how bored i am.. Dun stress urself over da exams yah??
these few daes nutin much except i've been mugging wif my PARTNER!! ELAINE SOO!!! yay!!! haha.. well.. dats about it i guess..im gonna study my ss a lil b4 goin to bed at 8.30pm n waking up again at 3am to study again.. haha.. what im gonna do tmr is just kp re-reading my ss notes and make sure i get it drummed into my brain and never get out.. haha.. i hope it worked like how it did during mid-years. and i gotta score like some siao person in A and E maths as well as POA.. i need the marks to pull my studies up!! no!!! and so.,. i hope i do well. .thank you. haha. well.. gta go study.. ciaox.. mug hard!!

HII PEOPLE THE EARTH!!! unless ur venusians.. so.. ha.. im in school. B@S again... sian.. ltr got sci tuition.. and i am pleased to inform my teacher i didnt do his work. well.. his work was to complete all the questions in my sci txtbk and sci assessment.. wth!! wad?? i superwoman arhh?? siao lehhx.. HUH!! Huang tang.. "woah.. chinese" quoted from Debbie. Hees.. yahh. she's happi and crazy and insanely mad. i forget wad i wanted to type.. oh.. well. nvm.. my tuition is at 2pm... i hope my mum does come and fetch miie... uhh!! sci tuition is.. bleahx.. i dun like it at all. AT ALL!! DAMMNIT!! but nvm.. seeing how i can. perhaps.. maybe improve from it?? improve?? uh... overstatement!!! so.. exams are now just just just round the c orner... so.. i gott brush up on my maths.. finish up the notes on my hist and ss.. read up on my lit and i forgot the last subject i wanted to sae. ohya.. memorise my science stuff... haix..and so.. my mum jst replied me dat she will be reaching here in 5 mins.. i wonder wad took her so long to just sms.. "reaching in 5 mins" after trying to coll me( which i obviously cud not pick up while in the presence of 2 tchers) like 5 mins ago.. haha... i shall just reply my tags here :



nicole: haha.. np.. i was jst tinking bout dat topic so just wrote a note to you !!!haha.. anyway..please collect 10 bucks from the sec 2s for the chalet.. 10 bucks from each person horr!! ok.. and find out whu can stay overnight and whu cant.. thks

ruimin: hii gal!! i miss dancing with you too!! but.. im gonna to go to NAFA ltr.. so i shall be dancing with you dere.. lolx. fast? i noe i noe.. u mean in skool.. i miss SYF original version.. haix.. chalet is confirmed on 27 28 29 as Mrs Ng booked it.. lolx.. its 400 bucks.. bt well. so.. everyone nda pay 10 bucks. help miie in form and collect da money from the sec 4's and 5's can?? thks!!

my mum is colling.. she is probably here now.. ciao..

heyyo!!!! in school's com lab doing B@S again... haix.. its kinda getting tiring. but.. its da last print so.. might as well do it . but... well.. it realli is getting on my nerves.. i wanna just .. get off it .. get done with it asap.. i mean.. ya.. its cool and all but.. it steps over into exam period.. but.. as i said b4.. heck.

muahaha.. ehhx sam. dis gal frm my class sae u not bad lehhx.. see?? itold you u jst need to get a .. wad did we coll it? ermm.. sumtin like a makeover.. correct some stuff.. yahhx... dun bring dat bag everywhere.. gawd!!! bt my compliments end here.. u noe im betta at suan-ing you.. haha.. too bad u haven been able to experience it for some time now.. haha...

today is champion's day.. and JALYN SOH WHY DID YOU TELL ME WE WERE ONI GONNA GET CERTS?? HUH?? U FRIGGIN PIECE OF GAL!!!.. okx.. im done.. well.. i dun really have anything to post for now.. so shall stop.. ciao..







practising on her pointe shoes more than ever!!

heyy peeps... yepp.. miss crazy cow is here to blog again.. okay.. so i feel i've been kinda emo for the past few daes.. i tink. but i guess things jst realli dun go da way i hoped them to be..
a few of her words does wonders..from a smile to a frown to a sob to a cry throughout the night dats my life.. and so.. manni manni memories came back and stuff.. i jst cant pen down all my thoughts now... its too rich in the wrong way.. too overwhelming.. so i kinda cried til i slept.. fine.. idid cry till i slept.. which explains the puffy eyes the next morning when i went to NAFA and thus letting zls mistake me for being veri sleepy.. haha.. bt nvm.. the explanation was done... NAFA.. lets just drop it... why did i even believe in dreams.. School?? in charge yet loosing myself in it.. WAKE UP JOEY!!! oh mann. i suck.. i like this colour alot.. haha.. and.. well.. my mum wans to tok to me in [private.. tmr i tink.. bet im gonna leave her rm crying YET AGAIN.. not the first and definitely notthe last... and i haven paid for NAFA 2nd semester fees.. haix.. ohya.. i forgot.. ohya.. dere's this international dance competiton in Genting from 3rd Dec to 7th Dec i tink.. i've loads of things during the school hols.. omg!! SYF original version... yay!!!!!

Nicole: heyy gurl.. you know u've improved.. so.. jst keep it up kaes.. i mean it isn't easy at all and i dun blame you for anything cox aft all, u were the one who was supposed to copy the but well.. holidays sure screw people's timing up.. ifi didn't have hols practice. my timing will probably be pretty screwed up too.. haha.. so al the best and keep dancing.. you know you are good in it.. dun deny that fact or lose heart over minor setbacks such as feelings of the heart, cox what u think may not be the same as what others perceive.. zls MUST have known you capable and believed you can do it.. aft all... you sure are doing gr8.. just gr8..
I MISS OPERA ALOT ALOT ALO ALOT!!! i miss the late night trainings.. i miss the ... i just miss everything so much... i wish i could turn back time.. i dun mind going through all the stress and pressure again. jst for that one week of peace and happiness.. so.. i guess opera rocks!! but chinese dance rocks too!! I LOVE DANCE!!! i tink i nda do up a timetable and a to-do list. .and miss sherina.. dun have doubts bout it.. i know when u read that.. u will go " yeah right".. huh!! tink i duno.. im watching you. okay. so gotta study. or revise. wadeva u coll it.. ciao!!!!

firstly, i wud like to thank Kenny, Limin, Ruimin, alicia, peiying, nicole, malcolm, rachel, nina, gwen, elaine, dancerz and 306 for all the wonderful prezzies and cards u gave me... although one of the cards was for christmas.. *ahem nina gwen * *ahem* bt.. nvm... and thks for da char siew pau with 15 sticks of pretz sticking out of it as candles... haha.... and limin with the hp chain and the cake.. yum... and i got pointe shoes!! yay!!!! frm nicole, alicia, limin, peiying alicia.. act. im not sure who chipped in but jst sae all those who were present to witness my joy of gettin pointe shoes..


Next i wud like to vent my anger...

freak my sis lahh. who she tinks she is.. i still rm the time u made me quit balet lohhx.. u tink u who>> go around acting all so big and know-it-all when u dun even noe a shit about ballet or pointe-shoes.. fine.. i dun too, but ur worst right??u dun even noe that the ribbon to the pointe shoes have to be sewn onto the shoe.. and u kp changing ur words.. tink i dunno?? first u ask if i sew the ribbons onto the dance shoe.. yahh.. i did.. den u sae its damn ugly.. den i sae its supposed to be sewn on... den u sae i tie veri ugly.. why i sew it permanently.. u siao arhh??? i of cox wun sew the ribbon together permanently lahhx...wth.. no common sense arh?? if not how i tie?? i wun even get my feet in lahhx.. no common sense lohhx.. den get all worked up den kp changing ur words sae sew veri ugly, den sae or maybe if u tink its not den its not.. yahh... dats bcox u saw the sewing oreadii... yahh. den u went to sae da ribbons veri ugly.. den i sae its standard.. lidat.. den u ask whu gimme?? standard lahh. shop gv one lohhx.. noe oreadii.. loseoreadii sae whatever.. dun wan to quarrel wif u.. WHAT THE FUCK LAHH!!! dun even noe anything... still go arounf commenting.. wth... wads wrong wif ur fucked up brain?? u older than me u good arhh?? u go sew lahhx.. lemme see how BEAUTIFUL u sew.. see if get pricked how manni times... bleed till u die lahhx... i dun gv a damn.. screw u lahhx.... damn it

i cant get into youtube, which means i cant watch the show... ahh!!!! forget it... anw.. my dad's jst in the computer room.. i tink he wans to make sure i dun watch any show. i cant blog for long.. he is watching my every move.. shyt.. gave me a fright.. he suddenly stand up.. wah sei.. heart attack.. he go out.. i tink he ... oh nvm... i am feeling hungry.. bt its late.. where cani get food... haix.. i guess im gonna round up for the night...so ciao!!! im gonna wake up at 4am to study physics.. anyone interested in studying with me?? haha.. jkjk.. so ciao

Thanks to Limin, Nicole and Ruimin for encouraging me... means alot to me.. anw.. my bdae is coming... haha!! *hints* i shall not sae that i wan pointe shoes.. i shall not sae it.. i will not sae i desperately wan pointe shoes to improve on my point.. i promise i wun!! and so.. i managed to quit my mths tuition.. it was rather a difficult choice.. cox she does help but the thing is.. i dun understand what the shit she is saeing sumtimes.. and i feel so dumb and frustrated and not to mention stupid... its like.. jst when i tot mths was somethin im good at.. trigo and surda and indices and whatever topics come out and jst blow all my self-esteem away.. i may be able to go to India for the bicultural immersion thing.. haha.. bt miss chia sae dunno wad gotta go interview or sumtin.. pls god, make the weather there bearable, unlike Korea where a 2 min walk can be like a full 2.4km run.. no!! pls no!!! so dis morning.. went to the media training for all SLs.. although i didn't realli ctach alot of stuff... i still understood most of it.. haha... I MISS THE TIME I HAD IN KOREA!!! I MISS DYLIS!!!! haha.. yahhx.. so that's about it... ciaox!!

Today, i posed an important question to Nicole....
Do you think i should continue dance as a
CAREER??
well.. she said the obvious. or asked
Do i really love dance
sumtimes i find myself hesitating
afraid to try out new moves.. fine.. not really
but
i just feel so unwanted
so friggin dumb that my place as a dancer
is being restricted cox of ... stuff
that is seriously enuf..
nowadays
i feel stressed when im in dance
maybe cox zls wants us to pai2 the dancers
but if i do
den im nt up to it
and i lose my patience so easily
i mean
do i really have that burning passion?
I know that i love dance NOW
but
...... is it passion?
or just something i turn to
to just vet my frustrations?
something that i am good at
for a change
Perhaps.. im not.. yet.. i noe i am
confusion and distraction adds up..

heyy peps!!
im here to blog bout da trip in KOREA!!!!
yay!!! i muz sae i really got to know Dylis, Benjamin Jia Hao and Mr Tang more
haha.. i shant sae what we did though. haha... top secret...
lolx.. though Huiping knows... haha..
anyway.. the trip was overall FUN!
one word...
there were a few downs.
real downs... i shant elaborate but i guess u ppl oreadii know..
but heck bout it... close case!
shuddup bout it... ok.. and then.. here it is..
the performance was a success i wud coll it..
though we didn;t manage to complete it..
cox dere was lightning and the thing or wadeva.. shelter?
that was so non-lasting topppled when
the rain was too overpowering for it...
so the people there shouted for us to stop..
haha.. but i wasnt on stage at that time..
but i heard that the guys that were on stage
broke down immediately and laughed when the thing fell..
haha.. poor Jiahao only went out for like ..
i dunno? 1 min??? haha..
we were damn sad we weren't able to finish our performance...
it was lik finishing in another 10 mins..
why couldn't da friggin rain jst w8??
10 more mins...
but mr tang said he was proud for us cox though it started raining..
we all perservered... haha.. cool!! yay!!
we cheered lohx of course.. haha... yepps..
but the Koreans were super supportive lohx..
da moment it started to rain
they did't jt go off..
dey started opening their umbrellas...
and when it got too heavy for an umbrella to bear..
they went into the nearby shops
to continue to see our performance..
OMG!! i love them so much!!
but im still sour bout not being
able to complete da performance..
haix.. i wanna do it... complete it!!! ahh!!
but i tink dis trip kinda bonded..
maybe not but certainly brought us closer in one way or another..
only for some though..
and we didn't exactly do any sightseeing but
we took the train to travel though..
and lots and lots of shopping were involved..
there was the late night supper..
haha.. and oso the card games..
haha.. im sorri to my frens who had
to squash my stuff into their own luggage
haha.. sorri..
i didn't really get much stuff..
i bet mr tang will definitely object.
but i realli didnt get much but i spent like S$600..
wth.. its super ex down there..
and its also friggin hot lahhx..
its like a 5 mins walk will kill u or sumting..
haha... it aint exactly a joke..
lolx.whoa.. i blog alot lehhx..
anywae.. i still have loads goin on
.. sorri to those whom i didn't get any stuff..
cox i was too obsessed with the clothes
spent frigin alot.. haha..
ohya.. and all the performers are housed in a hostel..
so there was this night when the japs came back drunk..
and wherever i went..
like up the stairs..
i kept on pulling Benjamin.
haha. .scared mahhx..
dere was once when we heard
running round the corner..
my first reaction- jumping behind Benjamin..
haha.. it was Jiahao..
wth.. he gave me the fright of my life lahhx..
dumb.. i felt so dumb..
i haven bloggd so much since..
long time ago..
alot of things to sae mahhx ...
so that's about it..
ohya.. and douglas is seriously a gossip king..
on the plane he was like
dun watch movie lehhx.. tok lehx..
i wan to hear more gossips..
and i looked at him with that wth face..
he's a guy for cryin out loud..
but i did gossip wif him b4..
wun deny that.. haha..
i miss KOREA!!!!!
i wun forget the time i had there..
ohya.. and the toilet is of open concept..
kinda..
speaking of toilets..
haha.. on the plane..
shaojie's hand got sucked into the toilet bowl...
haha.. cox he threw da tissue into da toilet bowl..
den it said do not throw as it might get stuck..
then he attempted to get it out..
then he accidentally pressed the flush button..
and that's how he's hand got sucked in..
haha.. he was in the toilet for damn longg lahhx...
hehe.. anw. my fingers are tired..
and i tink my post is long enuf..
gta go.. ciaox

heyy peeps.... surprised to see dis?? haha.. in korea now!!! dere's free internet access here!! haha..... ohya.. and we having rehearsal now.. beside the computers that is.. yay!!! HAHA!! IM MISSING ONE WEEK OF SCHOOL.. but dun worry.. i brought work to do! really.. ojya.. and did i tell u ..?? i went on a mega shopping spree.. i oreadii spent 200,000+ KRW... horrendous?? and to think its only the first few days.. i scared i spend all ... haix... nda control le... so.. here.. is kinda fun.. i bought lotsa clothes!!! they are realli realli cool!! but too bad my dear frens.. they're for me my sis and my mum!! haha!! Douglas a.k.a the crazy toot is sitting next to mie... haha.. lemme tell u da name i came up with for
BENJAMIN - bai chi... so cool right?? haha. bai chi bai chi!!! hees... ciao... i wanna go see and people like Mr. Zeyong wans to use da com.. so.. ciao.. shall post later.. or maybe later later.. or maybe.. forget it.. when iv time..
IM TERRIBLY MISSING MY BESTIES! MY DANCEMATES.. ESP THE CRAZY BITCH NINA!! LUV YA ALL!!!

XINMIN OPERA TROUPE IS LEAVING IN 16 hrs!!! AHH!!!! WE ARE FLYING OFF TO KOREA !! yay!!! i jst came to exclaim it.. haha.. ohya.. and dere's night to day run latr.... but i dunno wad my mum wan me to do... haix... she sae i MUST go NAFA.. but she wan me to have rest.. so aft NAFA.. i nda go home...and slp.. and den she fetch me to airport tmr.. budden.... budden... i tink oni my mum will be da parent dere.. and my dad still in Vietam!! BOOHOO!!!! haix... anw.. i gotta sort it out soon.. my mum jst made for me a ham and tomato sandwich!! YUM!!! okok.. my luggage haven even pack finish.. gotta go! ciao!!

haha.. and i know that the currency for korea is S$1 is to 607.63 KRW!! and the cheapest meal there according to tang is S$20!! die le.. max we can bring is 700 bucks.. bt i not so siao bring 700... siao... anw.. gta go.. ciao

OMG OMG OMG!! the trip to Korea is just round the corner!! AHH!!! so excited.. and.. i haven packed my bag.. i haven even take the luggage out.. lemme think where it is.. probably in the store.. or.. wait.. lemme ask my dad.. since he is jst here...
PAUSES

Dots.. my dad is like.. ur going arh?? haven change ur mind arh?? !!!!!! i was... !!!! NO!! OF COX IM GOING!! WAD KINDA QUESTION IS THAT??!!! anw.. my dad is jst here to fix the printer in. haha.. so that i can print my lit out.. yay!!! im proud to announce that i am done with it.. haha.. although it is really late. but heck.. i've done it.. yay!!! okok.. gta go.... ciao.. going to have so much FUN fixing the printer in.. YIPPEE!!-.-'''

hello
im in skul now
haha.. i know... i do this alot hees
i just went crazy with nina jst now
like real crazy like some lunatics...
bt of cox.. she being her was even more crazy
yepp.. and so. nw we really gonna discuss the stuff
ciao!
I LOVE OPERA!!!

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ok.. i shall stop finding quizzes and continue my history
haha

i told u she was mad. she tried to make me drink distilled water.. from the chem lab.. haha.. lolx..


this is the horny woman and miie!! haha..


elaine did this to the sand.. it writes JE and a heart.. it basically means Joey and Elaine loves.. yep... haha..


This is sand mixed with some sort of sulphate i think. to make crystals.. at chem lab..


introducing my crazy chem lab partner...


she made me do it... haha... lolx


and those are the equipment we used..


both of us taking pics.. haha.. yay!! it was so cool!!


the nu wu!! haha.. dey went loose on stage.. like crazy ppl.. haha...


Marcus and i.. haha.. he looks like.. i dunno. something weird..


Colin and i .. he was jst sitting dere.. like w8ing for ppl to go take fotos wif him..


That guy who looks like a birthday present is Zeyong.. haha.. lolx..


and dats Douglas wif a retarded face. w8. he is retarded. haha.. jkjk


dis is nicole.. at dance camp!! she has lipstick and toothpaste on her face!! haha!!
pics

dis is *drumroll* FU REN!!! haha.. Lady Macbeth at Xinthesis!!


These are jst some random ppl.. dere is Fleace.. i think dats how u spell it.. i dunno... and da soldiers.. and dancers!! whoo!!i cant make out who is the person behind..


and dis is lao shi.. putting on the beard for Colin.. haha.. the irony of opera.. the youngest member acting as the older one... lolx..


and so.. now mani mani people are rushin to complete lit.. and Mrs Koh's so nice!! Zi en asked her if the whole lit class could exent the deadline.. guess wad she said.. she said we bring wad we have tmr and she will consider.. she asked us all to go to sleep.. bt i cant.. cox i gotta do eng... haha.. and history.. im so dead for them. ahh!! bt i finished eng le.. left history... i know im veri dead.. mani ppl are still awake.. and colin just added me on msn.. see how freaky we are.. haha!! i love mrs koh!!!ok.. and anw.. here are a few pics taken at chem lab and xinthesis and.. maybe got more.. im typing b4 posting.. so nva see yet. haha.. im so msart. i know.. thk u thk u all...

omg omg!! i love prettyboy by M2M!!!!!! haha.... and so.. i cant blog for long.. cox gotta do lit.. left wif alot.. 6 analysis', 6 personal response and 1 original poem... dats a whole lot.. gotta pass up on fri.. and i gota do hist... and maths...and memorise my lines.. man!! its alot!! ahh!!!!!! bt anw.. i shall do it!! i promised my rents.. in exchange for korea trip.. the 2 hr discussion had not been in vain.. besides persuading dem to let miie go korea.. we tokked bout manni stuff like SLB.. and i jst wanna sae SLB is like da govt... how manni pl do actually participate in events dey organise. more importantly.. how manni did u go... its not dat dere is nt enuf publicity.. is we do not take enuf effort to find out.. we sae dat da student population dun understand bt do we understand da govt?? dats one thing we gotta ask ourselves.. if we ourself get so bek chek wif da student population.. how does da GRC of da manny communities feel?? jst one event .. 1000 ppl needs to be activated.. bt how many ppl do turn up.. whares for us.. we can make da activity compulsory... dis is a brief outline of wad my dad said... so.. yepp.. i mut sae he is super convincing... anw.. Mr Benedict expects me to reply to every of his instant msgs immediately. so i shall stop here.. ohya.. i went Yuying sec today for investiture.. met loads of ppl.. haha.. and i saw cyndiana.. and i saw their dance studio.. haha... ok. i really shall stop now.. ciao..

heyo!! haha.. had opera todae and maths tuition .. bt actually started with science tuition today at 8am.. i feel like a superwoman today...lolx.. and so after sci tuition at 9.30am... i went to bathe then cooked my OWN breakfast cum lunch.. lolx... den i went to opera at chool... OPERA ROCKS!!! i finally knew the tune to the da4 ma1 song .... and i am a chun1 gu1 too!! lolx.. i like it!! cox its dancing... haha... though its not realli dat much of the dance like macbeth. but heck.. its still dance... lolx... yupp.. and we played with the shou3 jin1.. is dat wad its colled?? i dunno.. and we kept flying it to each other and trying to catch it.. lolx...and so.. after dat went for maths tuition.. so i reached dere early.. cox my mum fetched miie dere.. and then .... then had tuition lohhx... den now blogging.. nt much to blog.. except im excited for the korea trip!! i realli realli hope i can persuade my dad.. i love opera!!!!!

i am feeling verii free todae.. hees... so free dat i took a quiz!
bt it cant fit in so.. nvm.. forget it.. hees

anw.. so ... dere's opera tmr!! i cant wait!! yay!! im da ji qi niao... although i dunno why.. and da ma oso.. and all of it has got to do wif singing... lolx.. bt i likeit all the same.. and i memorised my script oreadii.. its jt getting da tune right... i wanna find more quiz.. lets see..

Sometimes. i really cant understand how some ppl are... its like how fast one perception about another can change so fast... its like u dun wan trouble yet u go and find trouble.. create a big hooha out of eveything and then go and take pity on ur friggin self and go and try to patch up.. wad u wan them to do?? wad else can dey do? look.. if u dun wan any more trouble dun go and find it. do not spend even one second thinking we owe anything to u.. cos u know wad.. we don't so jst shut the fucking hell up and think before u sae anything to anyone. and please.. its not like we NEED you to continue dance.. bcox u noe.. u are seriously gaining MUCH unpopularity for urself.. but u shud oreadii noe.. if u dun.. den ur obviously too self obsessed....u cant expect ppl to forgive u time and time again.. dun tink jst becox u noe ppl doesn't mean they will stick to u all the time... u shud realli jux look into the mirror and then sae to urself oh! i am such a bitch. why didn't i realise that?... please change back to the time when i first knew u... at dance.. ohya.. and please stop the whining and in case u dunno.. ur flirting..... alot!!!and u need to look into urself and look at ppl around u.. den u know why pl are behaving dis way.. its not bout u all the time...

so the past few days were.. just like any other past few days... Xinthesis was fantastic!! i dunno if i shud sae its a success bt at least my family saw me acting and i guess i got the message across to them I LOVE OPERA AND I WON'T QUIT IT NO MATTER WHAT!!!! fullstop.... that's final.. and so.. i am off to practice singing.. i still dun get why i got all the singing parts... why arh?? bt in any case.. opera still rawks!!