yayness!! finally one which can work properly.. the first one was friggin screwed up.. the moment i type in my profile, the whole thing goes blank.. wasted damn alot of time on that.. so i finally decided to use another skin.. which had an alignment problem.. i couldn't care much and went thru the SOTDs.. its da easiest place to find fantastic skins... i chose this cox it kinda fits my mood.. haha... well.. couldnt go to PKS today... sigh... i feel so.. oh nvm... SORRY SAM SORRY LIN!!! well... i haven't linked sam!!! ahh!! pmg.. im such a pro... anyway.. i dun have anything to blog.. unless u want me to tell you about my dreams?? haha.. i guess not.. well. ciao!!

heyy people.... HOMECOMING RAWKED!!!
haha.. firstly.. huiping, anqi, christabelle, Josie, Kaihong, Peiling and me totally went crazy....
we played at the jousting area which totally wasn't jousting..
it was just a series of pulling out each other's socks..
they all gang up against me lahhx.. wah liao...
NG PEILING!!!! U WENT TO HANDICAP ME!! huh!!!
so after that..
we all practically used up all our energy..
but we had fun.. it was really worth it... haha...
didnt get to hang out much with my dance mates....
but going crazy with m galfrens sure wasn't a bad idea...
after homecoming.. i went to have dinner at 5pm!!!
haha.. i was super duper full after dat..
ohya.. i went with Sherina, Gwen and company...
haha.. it was totally hilarious..
i tried to shoot ice at sherina thru the straw...
and Aik Long tried to shield her from the ice..
haha.. but he moved after thinking that i wun shoot after all
but what do you know"?? I DID!! HA!!
omg... im a total psycho!!
well.. so i came home, and watched TV!!!
fine.. im overly- enthusiastic...
it was that time when my hand muscles ached alot...
i went to get the ice pack which i heated up and it became microwaved pack
it helped a lil, but not much
do you people wanna know how i got these awfully horrible muscle aches??
I had NAPFA 5 items ytd
and for the pull up, the A grade was 17..
but i tot it was 16.. so i did 16
and i was so bu gan yuan that i retried...
so in all i did like 33 pull-ups
and thus my muscle aches.. but i got an A for my shuttle run!!!
that certainly lifted my spirits!! haha!!


the more i think, the more i know im just not cut out for it.. yet i know that such things dont come without purpose.. but i guess i just killed all my chances... im sorry i cant hellp it.. i have done it for about 2 years.. i cant just stop.. i know i shouldn't bt i feel i should have gotten it.. why shouldn't i have?? im so fucked up by this issue, suppressing it down for so long... i tot as long as i put in my best, i will be able to achieve wat my goals were.. but guess wad?? i didn't.. in fact, i feel im getting more and more bad by the minute. i feel that what i had is drifting away.. fast.. i feel all so alone in dance.. nobody to turn to, nobody to talk to.. bt yet i tried to fit in.. i really tried.. i dont noe how long i can last.. maybe last through.. or perhaps i'll breakdown and just give up.. cox i dunno how long i can kp this image up.. the image of the gal who has a heck-care attitude to any negative comments given.. i laugh when im criticised, but i feel as if my whole world comes crashing down again and again.. i feel so unrecognised.. such a loser... i gave it my all.. but yet i feel as if the views towards me are no different.. im lazy.. too lazy to care... tell you wad.. i care.. i care so much that im tearing into pieces everytime i dance.. to feel like a nobody, with nobody.. i feel so ps-ed.. i feel as if u dont care anymore.. like how you always go with others when all i wanted was your endless chattering or just your company... i dun even think u noe im thinking like this.. i dun even think anyone noes how i really feel.. i dont even think u noe im talking about you.. i dont even think anyone noticed.. everytime my name is colled.. i leap for joy.. like how my world is suddenly vright again... but then.. u tear it right open again... Dance makes me alive, yet... it makes me ache so much... dun worry... i wun break down.. i wun be an emo-kid.. i will still be like myself.. cox after all... i can cover up any of my emotions... up till now,, no one has been able to see thru me. how i really feel.. the mask over the tears... when it is put on.. or when i am really laughing... somestimes.. i feel as if no one cares, cming to me oni for happy jokes... such a loser.. no one to cry to. i am always the strong one... but who is there to be my strong one?? Please dont talk about it

Heyy guys!!! Xinthesis is on the 26th June, thursday... The theatre is fantastic, and not only dance is performing, wushu opera and i tink Chinese Drama is too.... But the Dances we are going to perform are fantastic... Its worth the while people!!!! there are stall seats and circle seats.. the stall seats are the better seats.. the stall seats are 15 bucks while the circle seats are 12 bucks. But its not free seating.. if ur want the stall seats, u need to order from any upper sec dance member who were in the syf group. its on a first come first serve basis so please order fast... Dance only has a limited number of tickets... Its now or never!!! There are more stall seats than circle seats so grab your chance, but trust me, the stall seats are much better... Xinthesis will be at Republic polytechnic. its not as far as u people think.. its in Woodlands, frm AMK mrt a 15 to 20 min ride... it is jst there.. so its not that far.. its nearer than Victoria to me. Xinthesis is a must go event!!! Get your tickets now!!!


well.. today has been a rather normal day... except that there was speech day rehearsal.. and i tell you.... we totally wasted our time seating there... They should have organised it better. They reported at 3.30 and only danced ONCE at 5.30. is that good planning or what?? but good job girls!!! your bested yourselves.. but rmb.. u need to smile to bring ur audience to smile back at you.. REMEMBER Give the Dance your best and the Dance will bring out the best in you!! Ur are just that lil' bit more less.. Just smile... smile feeling the song running through every movement... the spotlight is on YOU!!!
i guess thats all for now.. ciao people!!

heyy world.. yahh.. i get it.. im a total loser blogger.. ok... well.. im jst here because i wanna talk about spammers.. i think.. THEY SUCK... hide behind their screens and dun show their big fucking names.. so who are you to comment on people ,you idotic little lowlife loser?? So what if people'd flexibility is good?? So what if your so not teacher's favourite?? isn't that because YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH?? if u did not put in any shit effort, den who are you to comment on others?? WTF IS UR FRIGGIN PROBLEM? nobody went too provoke you so why are u going around being such a bitch??? i am so friggin pissed with all these spammers... so what if she is stick thin? does that mean she cant dance?? well, if u think so, den almost half of dance cant dance.. and she is like somewhat the lead.. so doesnt that mean something??? that she can dance, and if u cant, jst scoot off.. go into depression or something and go into withdrawal mode.. i cant really care about what happens to you... fine.. verything shall just end here.. i am just pissed people, and thus venting out my anger.. i dun like it when one of my best frien's blog gets spammed... at least i dun hide my name.. if u want reference, please help urself to the right hand corner of my blog.. its right there.
ok... this thing is exhausting. well.. that's that... haha.. this reminds me of the tim when e-bird's blog got spammed... haha.. yeah.. that person who spammed back was me... fine... bt that's bygones.. i dun really care bout that now.. cox anw, my clique in dance rawks!!! I LOVE ALL OF THEM!! i think im very random.. ok... sherina.. dun tell me now then i now... i knew it.. HA!!! ok.. im cracked up... . i tink im going crazy... first time i blog on such impulse.. as in.. aiyo.. nvm...
well.. anw.. life has been.. like life. oh.. 2dae's Dicky's bdae.. HAPPI BDAE!!! sorri didnt get u anythiing.. but look on the bright side.. i returned u da book i owed you from last year.. lolx... ok..that was so overdue.. haha... anw.. my laptop keeps disconnecting.. dammit... i think i might go mad.. ok.. i think i gotta w8 till it connects again.. oh.. it is.. well.. i have only one thing to announce now...

SUPPORT XINTHESES PEOPLE!!! OUR DANCES ARE DA BEST!!! ITS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY!!! DUN MISS IT!!!

there.. so now my business is done.. thats that i guess, for now.. till the next blue moon arrives..ciao!!!