JOEY LEE IS BLOGGING!! i've been on the com for like hours and i haven't blogged.. which i'm doing now lahh.. these few days,.. not much jst more syf trainings..... opera tmr.... which makes me think whether i shud go opera tmr anot? or go inline skating last lesson?? opera is a cca.. but i have no role and when i went last thurs.. ruimin, e-bird and i totally wasted out time lahh... omg loh.. so i predict that i am going to waste my time again tmr if i go.. so shud i go?/ or go and skate one last time?? hmm....anw.. thks to everyone who tagged.. yesyes.. thank you thank you... luv ya loads ppl.... anw.. i gta go.,. and i'm going japan!!! whee!!!! cant wait!!! gta go.. bb..!!

ok.. so im back again but to do a different thing this time.. ya. i'm being weird again.. yahh.. and nina will go.. ur always weird.. but nvm... i was jst kinda thinkin bout my post and thought of the people who matters to me.... may miss out sum but.. here goes(nt in any rankin or wadeva)

Elizabeth
-really loves dance
-loves ruimin(right? tot so)
-having salsa class
-really gives constructive comments about miie dat really makes me think
-my fav. dance graduate senior(kinda obvious la)
-wants to look skinnier(pls.. ur like my sis.. skinny le lah haiyo lol)

Ruimin
-loves dance so much
-loves tai zu wu
-lead in dance
-absolutely crazy..
-so very concerned about oters. how they feel blahblahblah

at this point. im a little spooked cox deres this program dat is going on downstairs dat is really scaring me.. dere is no connection to whatever i was typing previously and going to

-so very look up to her

Nicole
- pro ballet dancer
-really cares about others
-neutral to everyone
-very fair.. alot of ppl's confidant.
-cannot be angry with her with anything
-makes me laugh many a times

wah shit la.. i damn spooked le lah.. stupid sound effects.. again dere is no connection to what i'm typing

-chio and beautiful at heart

-charlene
-really really nice
- stands up for her frens.
-ppl! she is not wad u think she is
- really cute too..
- i jst like her for who she is.. think wad u want

Huiping
-knows my situation now.
-one of my listening ear
-really funny AND pervertic
-says stuff that ppl wun think of.. which is funni
really fun to be with

Sherina
-my absolutely bestest fren in XMS
-knows me best
consoles me when she knows im sad
-knows when i am going to cry
-my other half
-her walnut
never forgets about me and i LOVE her!!!
-so very dramatic that she has influenced me.. in a very drastic way..
ya... many many more.. endless thank you Oh ya.. and the program has ended.. thank you very much

Gwen
so very dramtic too
-absolutely hates ogs.. i think every1 do
-my mia
-my bestie!!
-giggles alot like miie(before)!!

Milly
-my absolute bestie forever!!
-oni person as crazy as miie
-misses her so much
-a rather pro badminton player now(ya?)
-i wanna see you soon!!

Alanna
-knows my situation rather well too
-my confidant
-really cute and girlish-giggles alot
-really easy to get along with

to anyone whom i may have forgot to write.. or have no time too... i used alot of time.. so i dun feel like writhing anymore.. lost the motivation.. bt i will nxt time ya?? ciao..

so well... the past few days.... alot of things happened.. there was the parent-teacher meeting..... there was the finally let it out moment.. there was NAFA, there was investiture at NUS high, there was opera.. the good moments, times when i felt loved.. but.. there were bad moment, times when i felt nothing really matters anymore, now that i know i cant please you....
so to summarise....

on thurs.. dere was opera training... ya so.... well.. i'm not in the cast anymore.. sad?? i wanna be da tan zi though.. haha.. be a guy.. haha.. i siao liao.... but.. i went to inline skating b4 dat.. didn't skate though.. jst watched... while instructor Steven did those really weird stuff... like lame stuff... haha..... den went for maths tuition.. dere wasn't much laughter.... i miss the old miie.. bt nothin will be the same i guess... time doesn't always heal all wounds...
Friday there was NUS investiture... haha.... went with Nicole!!! haha.. skip lessons whole day.. missed maths test... hehe...shall not elaborate... guess nicole knows why.. but da launch of their book was so coool!!!!!!! OMG!!! totally the highlight lah... dey used this sum kind of huge catapult den put da book in a basket den shot it..flew to the stage.. whoosh!!!whoo!!!den after that.... was boston meeting.. met.. decided to go to tp for the small company.... at 5.... went there aftr tuition.. waited for them.. they came.... stayed for 10 mins...... den went off for NAFA.... took 980.... 45 mins nia.. nt as lng as i tot.. tot i was gonna be late..i swear to like train much much harder!!! i must.....totally disappointed with myself.....

Saturday
in other words today.... not much.. went to school for opera.. totally wasted my time.. but met e-bird and ruimin first for breakfast.. haha...... bt opera brought laughter though...den after that.. got a call from my mum.. knew was gonna get a sound chiding..... went to hougang mall with e-bird and ruimin... haix.. bought a red colour hand thing and ear-sticks... guess i will never forget what ruimin said to me," I've never seen you so sad before." Such a simple sentence, what a strong impact it had on mie.. thoughout... dis is the first time anyone has said that to miie.... and there is also sherina's," Don't be sad, it makes me sad." what simple sentences that can move me.. what simple sentences makes tears well up.. what simple gestures... guess this is what true frenship is all about... also.. there is of course Alanna, Gwen and Milly.... had a tallking wif my dad.. cried after puring out what i faced.. in his friggin office! of all places his friggin office.. not alot of ppl were ther though but still HIS FRIGGIN OFFICE.. but strangely... i didn't felt embarassed.... i was too caught up.... too caught up with pressure... wonder when they will ever understand that sometimes.. demanding too much is not always the right motivation... den went new house... swept the place.. yah.. really swept it.. pespired like shit... so that's about it... ya... goin to pkssss tmr.. whee... anyway.. gd luck for tmr's competition guys... hope u win!! Inline Skating rocks!! Love ya peeps.. Missing 108 still.....

There's opera camp tmr.. haix.. yesterday was such a hectic day.. yet demoralizing at the same time.... well.. there was dance today.. i was late.. yah.. by almost half an hour... bt nt da latest though.. i cant believe i'm known as the "naughty" dancer.... haix.... i do have a reason bt i just cant say it... anw... im jst blogging to wste time... i have alot of things to cope with

SL
B@s
Dance
Opera
tuitions
parents expectations

so much to do.. so little time.. its such a wonder dat i haven collapsed yet.....

anw.. for yesterday.. sorri to ruimin, nicole,limin,shiting,e-bird, peiying for puttnig up such a long face.. i'm sorri.. bt i guess none will understand and i dun wanna let my mani mani pull anyone's spirits down.. now. i realise dat.. sumtimes. dere are some things that shud and shud not be said. even if u think u hve found the right person to confide in cox ppl will nva exactly understand how u feel and may diss u if they think otherwise of your opinion... But hey... i'm back to the face of happi gal... i'll try nt to let my emotions overtake my whole self again.. I'm sorry

A new dae yet again.. jst had 3 friggin hours of tuition!! god!!! cant go nina house... haix.. was rather looking forward to it yesterday.. cox my mum accidentally planned two tuitions for my bro which collided and i ended up taking my brother's time.. haix.. and i need t get money from my mum.. my weekly allowance... hehe.. so all i have today is dance again 1-4pm then revise work and i'm done for yet another dae... hehe.. wish the hols were longer... signing off

yay.... abouttoday.. nothing much except went for dance.. did not go remedial and went out with sherina and Qim after that.. Actually, come to think of it.. its quite alot....
Let's see.. In the morning, i was so tired that i slept thru till 10am. Wow.. isn't that great? I'm so sorry Mr. Foo. Yah.. den my mum fetched miie to skul and i reached at 12.30.... Dance starts at one so was kinda dunno wad to do till i met rachel!! Whee!! Lifesaver.. went to library with her.. not mani good books.. Rachel found the books of Chicken Soup rather interesting though.. Not al the volumes but the one that said Chicken Soup for the Teenage Letters Soul... haha.. The comic in it is funni though i must say.. Then at 12.55, i went to Dance room... changed and started stretching... I have a terrible cough lah.. den ij dance so tired that i thought i might faint soon.. i almost lost my balance twice while doin the whole dance once thru.. i cant w8 for SYF to be over.. then, maybe.. we will learn new dances again!!! whee!!! i like learning new dances... i just dun lyk keeping doin the same thing over and over again.. htough it does help me to develope the right feelings for each move.. I need more emotions!! some one help miie.... Oh ya... and E-bird came to watch todae... hehe..... So long nva see her le.. first thing i did was hug her lah.. haha... yeah.. then after that ... slacked and did one more time thru.. den went to meet sherina.. den met Qimy... almost didn't recognize him leh.. wah liao.. so tall.... So, we went to the prata shop where WE were supposedly supposed to eat, then they said oh i just ate... oh i'm not hungery... so ya.. dey watched miie eat.. yay... yahoo!! wow... joey is eating.. so interesting.. i wanna watch her eat again!! haha.. lol... i'm lame .. i know...den after that about 6.20pm.. we went off.. sherina went home and i brought Qimy to AMK hub.. rather weird lah... like nothin to sae.. den we went in and jst walked thru the hub lohh... nva do anything jst catch-up....... and den.. he said he was hungry... whoo.... so went Mcdonalds and i found out alot of things he did in MHS previously.. haha... so nonsensical lohh...... haix.... wish dere was the whole gang again... realli miss them... Daniel, Vincent, Sean, the other Shawn some other ppl.... and Qimy of course.... yepp... sticked with them most of the time when we were at MHS... hehe... it was so fun and so short.... so sad to leave them lahh... I bet their all taller than miie!! though to start with.. they were alreadi taller than miie but nva mind... yepp.. den left McDonalds at 8+.. took afew pics.. kept oni one and went off!! met my sis cox she on the way home too!! and i have Hana-Kimi poster heheh....!!! Den i walked home.. got a coke for Aunty Arlene too.... Listened to songs throughout the fifteen minutes of walking with my sis... So, in conclusion.. todae had been a veri fruitfull day.. oh ya.. and i just realized i typed this for like 10 min.. haix... okok.. dun tok le.... tata everyone ciao

I'm sorry peeps!! i haven been posting as i dun see a need to.. I couldn't see my whole blog lahh.. had to change the friggin skin... just some updates...... I'm still missing 108!!! I'm in Chinese opera and i am putting up Macbeth... yes people.. in chinese... and i need to do up my The Dance Floor proposal.... Check out my to-do list!!

1. Finish all h/w by Sunday

2. I need to go out on Sunday with B.I.O

3. put up time-table....

4. Re-decorate my board

5. Watch the Goong disc again! hey, it was confiscated okay? and i bought it

6. Watch Hua Yang again!!

7. Do up The Dance Floor proposal

8. Buy the stupid white shoe.. ur shoe is falling into pieces gurl!!

9. Revise my friggin work!!

10. Re adjust myself

Oh man.. exactly 10.. though i have to admit, the number 10th is just one resolution that will make the number nicer! hehe.. yeah i'm lame... oo ya... i passed my kinematics test!! wahaha!! i failed it last yr okay.. i'm pretty proud of my results!! Sweet Success!!Just saw alanna's post about miie.. fine, i'm lag.... i missed it... I guess the time when we both experienced the same thing was the time when we really bonded... and. i dunno how to put it but.... i really treasure her now... i mean.. when i had my stomachache.. i stayed in class.. everyone went off and i jst sat dere....den alanna came to find the people who went off first.. she came to accompany miie throughout recess.. time passed really fast then... i realised too that sometimes... though they were initially not ur best friends.. dey care bout u all the same.... signing off... cheers!