Miss Ye Oj

yes.. i noe i haven been blogging... i cant even go online. nt bcos mum dun allow, cox my stupid internet cant work.... argh!!1 well.. i can connect to it but after 3-5 min, the page becomes the page cant display, and i cant disconnect the internet... wah the heck lorhxx... !!! haix.... well.. my days were normal.. freakin normal.... so normal till it i dunno.. jst da normal kinda normal.. except the current crises bout a girl who is nw so terribly hurt by someone.. yeah.. sad.. i experianced it b4.... the person wun look depressed but trust miie... suicide had crossed... DAT BAD!! mostly when i relied on my friends.. so yahh.. her case is much worse than mine.... cause evn the guys are taking part in it. For me, i relied on my godbro LANGSTON... yeah.. so dats hw much he means to mie.... he helped me pull thru that shitty period... oo.. yah.. and SHERINA!!! she helped miie get out from that crises, pulled miie back up onto my feet and puished miie to walk. Yes..... what a friend to have!!!!!!!!!! But that period was kinda like a blessing in disguise.. If it hadn't happened, i wouldn't know sherina and she is like my other half.. we complete each other.... so now she has a quarrel with someone........ i mean apart from the gal i said earlier, nina also has.. but nt dat big, but nina is like being made da victim... there are so manni friggin tings that made her cum to this point lahhx!!!!!Like i dunno.... and wadeva.. u triggered it. nt her.... and dun send her tings like are u angry with me? dun sae noe blahblahblah... err.. so ur jst forcing her to sae yes right?? bt wadeva.... i am standing on the fence..... i heard her stroy, but p[erhaps she will tell aa different.. but evidences doesn't lie.. so wads ur story.. i heard half of it.. i wanna complete it. so yahhx... my frustrations are out.. and i am so friggin SAD!! i am not really in the main group in syf.. i am so friggin sad lahhx.. and i noe that i did well!!! i put in my heart and soul lohx!! i remembered all my moves, i didn't do anything wrong.. jst thks lahhx.... when we pai lian that time, i heard u sae. i oni choose you cox ur tall and skinny.. wad de.. cum on lahhx. ppl do better than her then choose her becox she is tall n skinny! i mean she is in my group lahhx... i am definitely nt referring to limin.. cox she worked so hard and she is like closest to me in dance lahhx. uhh!! biasedness will lead u nowhere ma'am!!! well.. ok.... though i haven't stated my full sad ness on this shit topic, i wun go on.... cox..... wadeva.. i am gonna train so hard she is gonna regret it..... AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!