i cant get into youtube, which means i cant watch the show... ahh!!!! forget it... anw.. my dad's jst in the computer room.. i tink he wans to make sure i dun watch any show. i cant blog for long.. he is watching my every move.. shyt.. gave me a fright.. he suddenly stand up.. wah sei.. heart attack.. he go out.. i tink he ... oh nvm... i am feeling hungry.. bt its late.. where cani get food... haix.. i guess im gonna round up for the night...so ciao!!! im gonna wake up at 4am to study physics.. anyone interested in studying with me?? haha.. jkjk.. so ciao

Thanks to Limin, Nicole and Ruimin for encouraging me... means alot to me.. anw.. my bdae is coming... haha!! *hints* i shall not sae that i wan pointe shoes.. i shall not sae it.. i will not sae i desperately wan pointe shoes to improve on my point.. i promise i wun!! and so.. i managed to quit my mths tuition.. it was rather a difficult choice.. cox she does help but the thing is.. i dun understand what the shit she is saeing sumtimes.. and i feel so dumb and frustrated and not to mention stupid... its like.. jst when i tot mths was somethin im good at.. trigo and surda and indices and whatever topics come out and jst blow all my self-esteem away.. i may be able to go to India for the bicultural immersion thing.. haha.. bt miss chia sae dunno wad gotta go interview or sumtin.. pls god, make the weather there bearable, unlike Korea where a 2 min walk can be like a full 2.4km run.. no!! pls no!!! so dis morning.. went to the media training for all SLs.. although i didn't realli ctach alot of stuff... i still understood most of it.. haha... I MISS THE TIME I HAD IN KOREA!!! I MISS DYLIS!!!! haha.. yahhx.. so that's about it... ciaox!!

Today, i posed an important question to Nicole....
Do you think i should continue dance as a
CAREER??
well.. she said the obvious. or asked
Do i really love dance
sumtimes i find myself hesitating
afraid to try out new moves.. fine.. not really
but
i just feel so unwanted
so friggin dumb that my place as a dancer
is being restricted cox of ... stuff
that is seriously enuf..
nowadays
i feel stressed when im in dance
maybe cox zls wants us to pai2 the dancers
but if i do
den im nt up to it
and i lose my patience so easily
i mean
do i really have that burning passion?
I know that i love dance NOW
but
...... is it passion?
or just something i turn to
to just vet my frustrations?
something that i am good at
for a change
Perhaps.. im not.. yet.. i noe i am
confusion and distraction adds up..

heyy peps!!
im here to blog bout da trip in KOREA!!!!
yay!!! i muz sae i really got to know Dylis, Benjamin Jia Hao and Mr Tang more
haha.. i shant sae what we did though. haha... top secret...
lolx.. though Huiping knows... haha..
anyway.. the trip was overall FUN!
one word...
there were a few downs.
real downs... i shant elaborate but i guess u ppl oreadii know..
but heck bout it... close case!
shuddup bout it... ok.. and then.. here it is..
the performance was a success i wud coll it..
though we didn;t manage to complete it..
cox dere was lightning and the thing or wadeva.. shelter?
that was so non-lasting topppled when
the rain was too overpowering for it...
so the people there shouted for us to stop..
haha.. but i wasnt on stage at that time..
but i heard that the guys that were on stage
broke down immediately and laughed when the thing fell..
haha.. poor Jiahao only went out for like ..
i dunno? 1 min??? haha..
we were damn sad we weren't able to finish our performance...
it was lik finishing in another 10 mins..
why couldn't da friggin rain jst w8??
10 more mins...
but mr tang said he was proud for us cox though it started raining..
we all perservered... haha.. cool!! yay!!
we cheered lohx of course.. haha... yepps..
but the Koreans were super supportive lohx..
da moment it started to rain
they did't jt go off..
dey started opening their umbrellas...
and when it got too heavy for an umbrella to bear..
they went into the nearby shops
to continue to see our performance..
OMG!! i love them so much!!
but im still sour bout not being
able to complete da performance..
haix.. i wanna do it... complete it!!! ahh!!
but i tink dis trip kinda bonded..
maybe not but certainly brought us closer in one way or another..
only for some though..
and we didn't exactly do any sightseeing but
we took the train to travel though..
and lots and lots of shopping were involved..
there was the late night supper..
haha.. and oso the card games..
haha.. im sorri to my frens who had
to squash my stuff into their own luggage
haha.. sorri..
i didn't really get much stuff..
i bet mr tang will definitely object.
but i realli didnt get much but i spent like S$600..
wth.. its super ex down there..
and its also friggin hot lahhx..
its like a 5 mins walk will kill u or sumting..
haha... it aint exactly a joke..
lolx.whoa.. i blog alot lehhx..
anywae.. i still have loads goin on
.. sorri to those whom i didn't get any stuff..
cox i was too obsessed with the clothes
spent frigin alot.. haha..
ohya.. and all the performers are housed in a hostel..
so there was this night when the japs came back drunk..
and wherever i went..
like up the stairs..
i kept on pulling Benjamin.
haha. .scared mahhx..
dere was once when we heard
running round the corner..
my first reaction- jumping behind Benjamin..
haha.. it was Jiahao..
wth.. he gave me the fright of my life lahhx..
dumb.. i felt so dumb..
i haven bloggd so much since..
long time ago..
alot of things to sae mahhx ...
so that's about it..
ohya.. and douglas is seriously a gossip king..
on the plane he was like
dun watch movie lehhx.. tok lehx..
i wan to hear more gossips..
and i looked at him with that wth face..
he's a guy for cryin out loud..
but i did gossip wif him b4..
wun deny that.. haha..
i miss KOREA!!!!!
i wun forget the time i had there..
ohya.. and the toilet is of open concept..
kinda..
speaking of toilets..
haha.. on the plane..
shaojie's hand got sucked into the toilet bowl...
haha.. cox he threw da tissue into da toilet bowl..
den it said do not throw as it might get stuck..
then he attempted to get it out..
then he accidentally pressed the flush button..
and that's how he's hand got sucked in..
haha.. he was in the toilet for damn longg lahhx...
hehe.. anw. my fingers are tired..
and i tink my post is long enuf..
gta go.. ciaox