so well... the past few days.... alot of things happened.. there was the parent-teacher meeting..... there was the finally let it out moment.. there was NAFA, there was investiture at NUS high, there was opera.. the good moments, times when i felt loved.. but.. there were bad moment, times when i felt nothing really matters anymore, now that i know i cant please you....
so to summarise....
on thurs.. dere was opera training... ya so.... well.. i'm not in the cast anymore.. sad?? i wanna be da tan zi though.. haha.. be a guy.. haha.. i siao liao.... but.. i went to inline skating b4 dat.. didn't skate though.. jst watched... while instructor Steven did those really weird stuff... like lame stuff... haha..... den went for maths tuition.. dere wasn't much laughter.... i miss the old miie.. bt nothin will be the same i guess... time doesn't always heal all wounds...
Friday there was NUS investiture... haha.... went with Nicole!!! haha.. skip lessons whole day.. missed maths test... hehe...shall not elaborate... guess nicole knows why.. but da launch of their book was so coool!!!!!!! OMG!!! totally the highlight lah... dey used this sum kind of huge catapult den put da book in a basket den shot it..flew to the stage.. whoosh!!!whoo!!!den after that.... was boston meeting.. met.. decided to go to tp for the small company.... at 5.... went there aftr tuition.. waited for them.. they came.... stayed for 10 mins...... den went off for NAFA.... took 980.... 45 mins nia.. nt as lng as i tot.. tot i was gonna be late..i swear to like train much much harder!!! i must.....totally disappointed with myself.....
Saturday
in other words today.... not much.. went to school for opera.. totally wasted my time.. but met e-bird and ruimin first for breakfast.. haha...... bt opera brought laughter though...den after that.. got a call from my mum.. knew was gonna get a sound chiding..... went to hougang mall with e-bird and ruimin... haix.. bought a red colour hand thing and ear-sticks... guess i will never forget what ruimin said to me," I've never seen you so sad before." Such a simple sentence, what a strong impact it had on mie.. thoughout... dis is the first time anyone has said that to miie.... and there is also sherina's," Don't be sad, it makes me sad." what simple sentences that can move me.. what simple sentences makes tears well up.. what simple gestures... guess this is what true frenship is all about... also.. there is of course Alanna, Gwen and Milly.... had a tallking wif my dad.. cried after puring out what i faced.. in his friggin office! of all places his friggin office.. not alot of ppl were ther though but still HIS FRIGGIN OFFICE.. but strangely... i didn't felt embarassed.... i was too caught up.... too caught up with pressure... wonder when they will ever understand that sometimes.. demanding too much is not always the right motivation... den went new house... swept the place.. yah.. really swept it.. pespired like shit... so that's about it... ya... goin to pkssss tmr.. whee... anyway.. gd luck for tmr's competition guys... hope u win!! Inline Skating rocks!! Love ya peeps.. Missing 108 still.....
SHE dances her night away
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