Miss Ye Oj

my previous week has been full of stuff..

sorry.. no photos..

its all in other people's camera..

i didnt bring my camera for prom..

i noe, i am damn smart..

anyway..i noe this is damn late but..

Happy Belated Birthday to Limin

i am so sorry i forgot to send you a meassage

i feel so mean..

SORRY!!!!

but dun worry

your 4 years of present is with me..

actually its 3..

i nda get ur dis yr prezzie.

haha..

so after prom..

it was chinese dance camp..

i was kind of chased from the dance room

and asked to stay out..

so limin and i were like..

roaming around the school.

with a noisy woman called nicole for comapny..

haha

but hey, it was fun..

it was also open house..so stayed with the SLs for a lil while..

and i stole a lollipop..

haha..

so on thurs, i colled my dad

asking him if we were going on cruise..

and guess what..

we are

and since i could only get home on fri

i had a few hours to pack my bag

which i should have been hurrying..

but i was watching TV..

which in the end made us almost miss the cruise..haha...

oh.. the only different thing about this cruise..

is that we played basketball...

at times like 12am to 3am...

that was the first night

second night we were chased out of the court

it was supposed to be closed at 10pm...

for pictures on cruise..


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so here i am..
back from a very busy busy week



for this whole year.. i couldn't help but feel my insignificance...its like... i dont really exist.. i am only needed when there is no one else.. i noe i have said it before but.. its just that i feel like a rebound.. only needed when there is no one else to talk to.. you always find others when i just want you by my side... its like i feel this friendship is one-sided... i noe i can be forgetful and stuff.. but feeling as if i am invisible makes me wonder if you even care.. i feel really really left out and i guess i cant really blame anyone... i dun feel i fit in anywhere.. just in my own world... its disappointing to noe when you miss someone and that person will not necessarily mean what she say when she says she misses you... im not saying anything, its an EXAMPLE! this is the time when i am glad no one reads my blog...i am feeling extremely empty.. but i still have people who still keep my life like a bed of roses.. and im really glad for that..

I am so glad its the holidays..