hey guys!! 201 bbq pics will be uploaded on facebook.. so see it there
ooo... i have brown extensions n my hair...
but its not really obvious.. hahabut anyway...
had my dad's company annual dinner...
so here are the pics..
haha.. im wearing my prom dress again
got chance to wear must wear lahh
haha
.... oh wait!!! before that..
here is a set of my new year clothes!!!!!







my sis with the hat i bought at Japan Disneyland 2 years ago..
haha.. SO CUTE RIGHT??!!

Here are the pics for my dad's annual compamy dinner

there is this photo thing that we can take pictures and it developes immediately..
quite cool...
there is also this tattoo thingy but well...
the guy said the thing was about to start and we couldnt do it no more.... haix..

my sis and me
we both did our hair at the salon for 17 bucks each..
CHEAP RIGHT??!! omg...
thats Mingxue...
he is the leader of our group.. aka, our table..
we are all cousins so we just sent the youngest..
haha...
the emcee said that this is child abuse.. lolx
there was this game where it requires a long sleeve shirt...
so my brother took his off..
haha.. emcee made him go on stage.. lolx

these are the two belly dancers... the green one can really shake..
after they danced they asked 2 girls to join them.. after that, they ot 3 guys to join them
as you would know..
guys being guys were super enthu about it...

that guy was super funny..
he was like shaking.. dancing and turning...
i tot i wud roll off the chair and like die or something.. haha
see???/ you should totally see him when he was dancing..
HILARIOUS!!!
the 4 CEOs of the company...
dads on the extreme right
the four guys at our table...
we are all cousins by the way
girls minus jacquelin and michelle
yuan sheng and me
me, yuan ming and sis
the three of us!! haha...
the older batch of grand children.. haha. well.. not all of us...
this is from the sons side...
CEOs of AVA( some insurance company), Lian Soon Constuction, Green engineering....
i have no idea... seriously




these are the pics we took with that auto machine thing..
no idea what its called.. anyone does???


so thats bout it....
well..
nites everyone!!!!!

I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!
I dunno which to put...
AJC or NYJC... so irritating!!
AJC i might study more....
NYJC i will play more
AJC campus is really old
NYJC's campus is new
AJC's Dance is good
NYJC's dance is... uncommentable
AJC's culture might not fit me
NYJC's culture will fit me just fine
AJC is super near my house.... like straight bus
first time in my life school so near
NYJC is a lil more far away....
AJC people unfriendly according to limin
NYJC people are like going to be many many Xinmin
erm...
discussed with my sis
she said AJ uniform very ugly...
haha.. trust her to make this kinda comments
lolx... so typical...
i think..... Im going into NY... yeah.. ok!!!
omg.. this is a random post...
iu just gotta get it out..
SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!

i do not know whether i can make it into RJC. Teacher told me not to think about it, but..... HOW CAN I NOT??!!!Im so scared i wun get into a good school.. i know myself. How i do depends on the school i go into. I will be just below average of a normal student but that means i still will do pretty well... so im glad i went into Xinmin though my results weren't fantastic or anything. I should be about average right??I didnt go to any open house today. i totally forgot about NY's open house..... but anyway still wouldn't make it.... AHH!!

going to RJ's open house tmr with Penny... haha.. I think she is more like accompanying me than anything. OH! but her fren is coming too... hees.... My sis said that RJ's open house is really fun... so im bracing myself for fun... haha... I really hope the appeal goes through...

limin: hey lil girl, yeah decisions tough i noe. JUST ONE POINT RIGHT??!! gawd.. i am so in the same boat as u... i do not know whether i made the right choice either. I know that im closing my choices by appealing to RJC. But ur good enough to get into any school, whether its appeal or .. i dunno, leting them see ur handwriting or whatever. You got it in you to get into AJ.. So i say just go for it. If i dont get into RJ, i might be chasing after you for a spot there too. and about GP, who doesnt have to work hard? WTH? I bet his students have to work hard for GP too..I know i will be. And GP is a compulsory subject in every school. So what he just said to make you feel more inferior is like useless.. You still have to do GP, you still have to work hard for it no matter what.. Its a new subject. He is just talking rubbish. I can really feel how sad u are by your one post. But, chances of getting in by appeal is pretty high i guess. So get in, shut that teacher's mouth up, do well, go to a good university, become a lawyer or whatever, invent a time machine, record whatever he said to you, then go back to time and sue him or whatever you wanna do. Cheer up kay??LOVE!!!

Sherinahmm.. said all i need to say, and im guessing u wouldnt want me to say too much. So, here's the main point. Do well for SATs! KICK SOME ASS! Kiss your Olevels HAHA and burn it or whatever. Then you go to a good school. No reason why you cant make it. Not a matter of if anymore, its just a matter of when.

Soo Soo: My darling girlfriend. So how you doing? tell me what happens to ur lil... erm... discrepency ok?? need a ear and you can just pretend that i have three and use one. And you know what is the best thing? ITS FREE!!! haha...

i dont care if this is gonna look chunky, cos its kinda tiring to keep typing a <> every single time. So, i got 13 for my results. When i got it i was like, oh ok.Not what i expected, but still a million times better than prelims. But then i realized that 13 brings me nowhere. if both my maths had an A1 i wud get a 11 and everything will be so much easier. Its like WTF!! I so fully wanted and expected to get both ones for maths. But look at what i got. @s for both. I got a 2 even for emaths. WTH... I noe how to do all the questions, but silly careless mistakes just keeps piling up.I know that my mum and dad both expected higher. I mean, its kinda obvious.They weren't ecstatic or anything. They were just congrats.mum said i could do better. to ask myself whether this is my best. well, thanks alot. yeah, this is not my best cox i only started studying barely a month before olevels. Yeah, should have started earlier. But then again, i really worked for this exam and although im feeling really neutral about getting a 13, im actually really really disappointed in myself. Parents have always been saying that i can do well, i can do well.. its really starting to weigh on me. but i guess i should be used to it already.

Anyway, just tot ell u guys what my plans are. Im appealing to Raffles Institution aka RJC. Yeah, its a far cry, but next would be catholic?i dont particularly like that school. Moreover, theres a straight bus to RJC, so its like kinda near compared to Xinmin. Im going through by dance. But then again, everything's not confirmed and i am still not assured a place. Right now, i really want to get in. Like that, i can at least be sure that my standard as according to level is above average. But then again, its not confirmed. Im gonna have to audition sometime this week. I know people will be telling me to like not go Raffles and stuff, but hey, when u have 13, u got not much of a choice. Im taking all the chances i have of going into a good school. And im counting really hard on that appeal. I just hope im enough. there's so much more to say, but im ranting too much.... so im stopping.

my sis has a new hair-do...
more like hair style....
...actually not really....
she only just added a pink and reddish-pink extension..
on the right side i think..
yeah......
its pretty cool..
haha....
wanted her to bring me to the shop at orchard to do...
before she goes off to work at Taka...<br>but...
well....
she had work ytd..
and was tired according to her.....
though she had a choice and chose to sleep at 3am...
but anyway...
so i didnt go..
was already at Bishan MRT when her sms came..
so i took the MRT and bus home in the end..
hmmm...
NAFA yesterday was........
.I cant believe you talk to her about it but not me
.am i that lousy in your eyes??
.you dont even take notice of me when i go back
.i feel totally invisible
.asking two people standing BESIDE ME to teach juniors
.while you just totally ignored my existence
.like WHAT THE FUCK!
.i've tolerated this feeling of insignificance for 4 DAMN years
.and i dont think i can hold on much longer
.i dont believe in myself as much as before
.i HOPE this is what you wanted
.thanks alot for making dance so perfect for me
.but i guess you have your reasons
.i just hope its not because im fat
.like thanks alot
.you just make my life so much better
REALLY TIRING......
i was like daydreaming on my feet
and i just could not concentrate..
thank god for being able to remember my dance steps
if noti would have totlly screwed up..
haha...
well...
i gues my life is Just NAFA and sleeping now..
i wanna go VIVO to get some books...
i think tomorrow is a good time..
oh, and my sis said
she will go with me ...
she has work on that day too..
i dunno how she is gonna do it.
but in anycase..
well...
ciao!!

so....
had RJC dance audition today..
it was pretty nerve-wrecking at first..
but seniors there were REALLY friendly..
they like ask you are you okay..
things like that..
so it makes dancing with them really enjoyable..
anyway..
Bailu was there..
so.. there was 3 of us who went for it..
one from anglican, SCGS i think and me, XINMIN!!
so... its kinda..
scary to get my olevel results now..
but nevertheless...
im still gonna hope for fantastic results!!!
back to topic..
i didnt perform the piece i had gotten ready today..
teacher didnt ask me..
so i didnt do it..
first, bailu jst taught us some common steps..
like those that everyone does..
so.. we learned it pretty quick i guess..
teacher praised us!!!*blinks blinks blinks*
but its not confirmed that i will get in..
i need to get 12 points and below...
and shyt..
results are next monday!!!
thanks to ruimin for reminding me..
i was still in honeymoon period..
thinking its oh so far away..
but its not..
its friggin next monday!!!
*FREAKS OUT!!! SCREAMS AND PULLS HAIR OFF*
well... back to topic..
where was i??
oh yes..
getting into RJC..
so as i said..
its not confirmed..
so its like im not sure whether i can be relieved i have a top school to go to if i get 12 points and below..
or freaking out cox i stil have no school...
but anyway..

i choose freak out..
teacher siad that we 3 had our own qualities..
one had shen cai..
other had ji1 ben3 gong1..
i had yun4 wei4..
so.. i have no idea where i stand between the three..
and so no idea if i wud confirm get in...
but... i guess im glad i did go to RJC to audition..
i think through that lil bit..
i did improve....
so..
im just gonna work harder..
train harder..
do better...
DANCE better!!.
so thats my new year resolution..
and nicole still wants me to go NJC..
sorry hon..
but teacher kind of like says if we're in, we're in..
so im not gonna risk anything..
sorry baby honey bunny..
haha.. but.. i will support u to go there..
well..
thats all from me today!!
ciao!!!!!

so.....
im going for the cca appeal audition tmr.
just practiced two rounds..
and im really tired..
please please let me do well tmr!!!
ok....
im going to sleep early tonight
i've gotta go to school tmr at 9.30 to get the soundtrack..
yeah.. i dont have it..
im so smart..
thank you..
anyway...
im going to like meditate or something..
so.. wish me luck!!!!
ciao!!!

heyhey!!!! since i am so lazy to upload the photos..
i shall not do it today..
heehees..
woke up at like 2.30pm today..
ruimin called me up..
haha.... i slept at like 4.30 lah..
supposed to meet them but..
im joey you see..
so i was late..
very late...
it runs in the family...
but anyway..
went swimming at the sengkang anchorvale community centre with ruimin and limin..
the slides were the first thing that caught my eye..
and then i heard screams..
then i saw water pouring from a bucket..
onto people..
but its nothing as compared to the one at wild wild wet..
so we went to change
then we went to swim a few laps....
i realized my stamina has deproved alot..
just one lap and im panting..
GAWD!!!i need to practice...
ruimin was like super fast...
but anyway...
ruimin and limin did not go for any swimming lessons lahhx..
and they can swim...
pro huh!
then after some rounds of swimming and panting.....
we went to the slide area..
there was three kind of slides of different levels...
we tried the middle one..
since there were three lanes..
we went down together
limin went the fastest..
which was weird..
then me then ruimin..
haha..
i 3was like.. why is she going so fast..
its like really fast..
i was only halfway down when she is like at the end oreadii..
haha....
then we tried the one that twists and turns and its enclosed like a tunnel..
that was scary..
the first few moments was okay...
then at the last part..
there was this sudden drop...
and i was like OH SHIT!!!
and i went into the water..
limi8n said the plash was gigantic..
haha.. im not surprised...
the water splashed onto me and it hurt.
i will never try that slide EVER!
limin and ruimin had fun though..
oh yeah..
and the second before i splashed like an elephant into the water
i saw limins face..
and it is damn funny..
it was like her mouth was open and staring at me in shockness..
haha.. wanted to laugh..
but an impending disaster was upon me..
so i didnt..
then we went to the indoor pool..
IT WAS DAMN FREAKING COLD...
i thought it will go away after you stay for awhile..
but no.. it didnt...
i was like..
feeling my bones jittering in my flesh..
so we got out..
then went into the outdoor one...
it is the most wonderful feeling ever..
it is like super nice and warm..
haha...
the cold water made ruimin's stomach ache la...
i cut the water several times with my ultra sharp hands..
MUAHAHA!!!
no lahh.. im not so lame..
then we swam a few more laps and went to bathe and eat..
haha.. we went to eat bah chor mee..
and nicole told limin something that made ruimin whine like the rest of the time..
i shall not say it.
though i really really want to..
her reaction was super priceless...
though it only came like a few minutes after limin said it..
but anyhoo..
had great fun with the girls..
haix... ruimin is going back tmr le..
its like...so fast..
but anyway.. she'll be back for chinese new year..
so.. im really glad..

WOOOOOOOO!!!!!! im high... so im gonna blog the pictures from europe.. haha.. i noe..its been really long.. anyway... im gonna die from detailed explanation... so im gonna be brief.. but not that brief too though.. so here goes..
AIRPORT

there are lots of photos...
but i dun wanna kill myself..
oh crap...
i gtg sleep now....
i'll post Rome and florence tmr..
ciao!!